Rest in peace...

I used to laugh at people who lost their dogs either to accident or old age.I tot it was ridiculous to be crying for your pet.for goodness sake!its just a dog!

Yesterday i gave my dog away to PAWS and they are goin to put him to sleep because they claim that no one will wan to adopt him as he is blind and old(13 human years).But he is still fit and has a healthy appetite. My heart was broken when i went to see him yesterday.....i wish i could've done more....ask around more ppl to see if anyone could take him in...maybe leave him at the old house b4 the new tenants move in.maybe the tenants wouldn't mind having a dog. but in doing that, he may not be cared for properly.maybe i could go daily to feed him and walk him if i have a compound to keep him...that's the good side of me speaking...

on the other hand, he has become a burden to me...my time would have to be fixed to feeding him and walking him. i have to think of wat food to bring to him. he can't possibly eat dog biscuits only. my neighbour who loves animal is complaining that we are abandoning him and he is lonely. they suggest i bring him to PAWS.yeah rite PAWS would care for him. i wan to tell them that it is THEIR FAULT that my dog dies. i never wanted to bring him to PAWS.but my mom daily put worries into my mind about the dog saying no one is there..he is lonely...the neighbour complain 3 times, they r goin to call SPCA to check on us...they r goin to complain to MPSJ bout abandon dog..wat is he gonna eat...he hasn't eaten...he hasn't taken his walk to poo...she has to go to the house daily...she has to clean the house..blah blah blah...DAILY nagging....i can go crazy listening to her!

and i cried...i never tot i would...and i cry...thinking i have sent him to his death..and i couldn't be there when he is being put to sleep...he will never see another sunrise...taste his food...manja with his owners...he has been my closest friend...my only 'brother'...tho he never spoke a word to me...i know when he is happy...when he is afraid...when he knows he has been notti and about to be spank...he knows how to manja with me...

i wished i loved him more...care more for him...

i could never ask for a better dog....he has been a faithful and loyal companion....rest in peace...may you suffer no more....

Ai....i mean...

my left eye is SWOLLEN...a bit more compared to my right eye...but i din't see any notti things...haha...

i wore my contact lenses for more than 12 hours...9am-12am. A few months back, was diagnosed with GPFC-Giant papillary follicular conjunctivitis meaning conjunctivitis caused by allergic reaction to contact lenses. Was told not to wear soft lenses but to wear hard lenses aka non-disposable type...where u have to use protein tablets to clean and soak type..its too much work! or...i could get Daily disposable lenses...hmmmm....expensive la...

Or i could sleep it off, but i dun wan to sleep!!i like to sleep but not at 8pm! u see..i get off work by 6pm and i only have 6 hours to do the things i wan to do...mius the jam back home..i get 5 hours..minus my dinner time and showering time and chores time....i get 3 hours plus..aiyoyo....how can i sleep early...only 3 hours to do the things i like...if go out, have to minus travelling time..then...somemore....i have to WORK on SATurdays!!! so...no sleeping in for me...on Sun go church lagi no sleep in for me...and i dun like to sleep early at nite...so...that mean..could it be?....i'm lacking sleep...and that probably aggravated the condition of my eyes...my specs is not so clear for me now...ever since i got the lense repaired AFTER i dropped it on the floor...wat else...i'm feeling miserable..haha..not...its so cooling here at the new house...

i wan a new job!yeah...random...but i do wan a new job....wat am i good at?....hey how bout singing?...sounds like good idea...or...i should teach piano...?got skill mar...just never polish lar..
no....i'm not THAT confused...

D&W's Wedding...

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The Yeo couple.me.elsa.ashley
Yes!i'm back...finally had the mood for blogging. I guess i have been happy so i haven't been blogging cos went out a lot...haha..nolar...happiness is a choice....so is blogging.hahaha..profound man...anyways=)
June 2 was the wedding day of my beloved friend Wei to her husband Doug...just some info, a few months b4 her wedding she was planning to have her make-up person(whom she knows as friend) to spend the nite at the hotel with her so that the next morning she din't have to rush...i felt a tinge of 'ouch! y didn't she asked me??' then with very thick face i said 'hey! i wanna sleep there too!'haha...of course she said can lar...haha...fast forward, 2 nights b4 her wedding, she smsed to remind me to bring my stuff and at that moment, i wasn't sure if i wanted to spend the nite with her anymore cos of some stuff.. i was planning to help the deco team with the decoration so i dunno if i could finish early and i din't wan to disturb her beauty sleep...that's only some of the reasons lar..in the end i decided to stay with her cos its once in a lifetime kinda thing!and she doesn't mind spending it with me!man...wat a privilege!why not kan??!watever the reasons were earlier..she is more important to me..hehe...so i rushed from work on fri and packed all my stuff for the next day and headed to Summit. so funny u know..she was at church hanging out cos she had nothing else to do!in fact, she had to ask me for dinner!~how blur was i...hahaha...so i teman her for her final dinner as a single at Kennedys...then i left for church to help out and was planning to be back at the room by 10ish but in the end almost 12!it was fun decorating the place...i love working with ppl who are creative..bcos i'm not so creative but i'm quite detailed so i get to offer my help=D

next day..she woke up early while i still laze around until the bridesmaid(aka Mich Cheam) came at 8am looking all prepared and ready to walk down the aisle!(which reminds me that i din't take any photo with her!!!)fast forward again...am at church, supposed to be head of ushers but i wasn't very sure wat to do until that morning where i had to run around and talked so much and telling ppl wat to do!...thank God there were extra help and most of the ushers were very sharp and din't need me to tell them twice wat to do....i tell them once and they got it done...great teamwork!i must say....i din't really get a feel of the wedding...but it felt really simple to me...it was a simple wedding....during the flower throwing time, i had a feeling she was gonna aim it at me...almost true enough...the flower landed in front of me which was caught by her niece!muahaha!=)
trying to capture the moment...(nice deco rite!?)
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25 years and 8 months...

that's how long i've been staying in Subang and stayed in this house...maybe longer if you count the time i was conceived...hehe...

i can't believe it...i feel sad...i dun wan to think about this...but i have to face the facts...i wan to be ignorant...i wan to feel like it doesn't matter...ohh....i dunno how to express it...

on the other hand, i've got so much stuff to move!all the little things like....er...hair bands,earrings, clothes!, books, cds...board games...man...these stuff that has been with me since young...shall i throw them or keep them? i know i won't bring it to heaven with me...so in the end its all useless...so....wat shall i do?keep or throw??how do i decide wat to keep and wat to throw?all are not that useful...haha...like i still keep the bag pack i used to bring to kindergarten.its Smurf ok?!so cute...and got my name written on it...pencil boxes and pencils...got lots of nice ones..and of course most r rusty here and there..my piano teacher and friends gave them to me....throw?keep?then got a pair of roller skates...keep or throw?

and pictures!lots of pictures!from Aus...which i never bother rearranging it...the photo albums are so expensive!!RM20-40 just for 1 album!wat a rip off...but they are nice lar...then i have photo frames...told myself to put my best pictures in it...but....i din't even print it out from my digital camera......lazy?maybe...have to be...haha...wat else...

gosh...i'm gonna miss my home....where i grew up....played getah, drawed lines on the pavement, my doggie, used the wall as my ping pong practice ground and badminton too...did my gymnastics at home and practicing my taekwondo....annoyed my dog with the basketball and ping pong...seeing my dog go berserk at the sound of balls..haha...waited for my school bus under the tree that bears fruit that looks a bit like starfruit...wow...i used to be so active at home..now i just sit at home to watch tv or go online...no wonder i was so skinny...haha..

Hi Lok Ing, Congrats Bernard and Dora!!See you soon!

Lok Ing came back to KL for Bernard and Dora's wedding on 12 May 2007. it was a blast spending time with her and being her driver...hehehe.....we catched up and she stayed with me...usually she would fall asleep first and i would still be talking...gosh...so much to say....

was really blessed to have her around...its like being in Adelaide again when i was studying there...we ate a lot.....shop a little which was a miracle cos the last time she came, she bought a lot of shoes...shall not tell u how many pairs =) she came to KL on thurs nite (10 May) then straight went to Murni,SS2..on Sat 12 May was the wedding...we 'thrashed' Bernard before we allow him into the house...made him wear a bikini top(over his clothing lar...we not so bad one...) and his best buddies to wear bibs. then made them eat baby food ie creamed spinach and sweet potato and carrots....Edwin had difficult time swallowing the spinach...David T. gulped down the whole this...hahaha...finally...we made them dance the Banana dance!all 3 must shake their butts or they can't come in!.....then...we let them in.......=D

now...after all this...Lok Ing went back to Brunei and came back to KL before flying off to Adelaide....so she was back in KL on Fri nite...picked her up...we talked a lot....shared a lot...ate a lot too....she's been telling me she felt sad that she was leaving us...but i din't exactly understand until today Sat...send her to airport...and as i see her off.....i felt sad and felt like crying....and i was already missing her....then she dropped her sweater and din't know it fell..frantically searching for my phone and was gonna dial her no when she turned back and picked it up and waved the final bye..haha..did i say i was sad?hahaha....i wish i could be in Adelaide too....i wish i could work there....i wish...i wish...i wish...i miss her heaps.....I thank God for blessing me with a friend like her...miss you girl!!

Bentong Waterfall

hey again...yeah...had a picnic by the waterfall in Bentong called Air Terjun Chamang. It was on 2 May and a public hol. Sooooooo many ppl were there....but we managed to get a nice spot..=)
it was so fun...i dunno how to begin describing it.....

we met at David's house at 8am. then went for DimSum at Taman Megah. Then at 9.15am we left for Bentong...it was about 1 hour drive away from KL...then we had ice cream on ice kacang cendol in Bentong...then looked for durian and found mangosteen and bought it.so expensive...2kg for Rm10. anyway...we were then on our way to the waterfall...enjoy the photos..

the group that went.Lucas took this photo=)

the waterfall was really nice and scary at the same time...water was flowing so fast....it scares me just to be near it...but we 'camped' downstream where the current wasn't so strong..

Jecy prepared the food for picnic...it was superbly delicious and healthy!pita bread and tortilla and roast chicken with mayo and tomato cherries...and lettuce which was gently washed (or caressed) by Mich Gan..hahaha..we had ice lemon tea or ice peach tea...ahhhhh....good to relieve 'heatiness'...haha

the guys...just being guys..

posers.....

I'm glad=)

I'm glad i have food to eat, car to drive, friends to hang out with, friends to laugh and cry with, computer that can go online, bed to sleep, money to spend, church to attend, job that pays ok, parents that cares, tv to watch!

i should thank God for all the blessings and blessings in disguise He has given me.

i'm very full now because i had dinner at Wai Sek kai in SS2. then went to the mamak area for fried oysters and squid(must go to uncle stall). So i'm in a thankful mood=)

i do realize that i tend to blog when i'm down...its sort of my release 'place'.but now i want to also blog of the happy times i have in my life....er...we'll just end here for now..am goin to climb Gunung Nuang so more stories and pictures. oh...another thing i was grateful for was my colleague kindly switched her annual leave for me so that i can attend Bernard's wedding!God bless her abundantly and exceedingly in her life. she's very studious. She's sowing her 'seeds' now and one day she will reap the 'fruit'.in her work i mean=)

where am i sowing mine?in friends mainly...i dunno wat kinda fruit i will get..hahaha..lazy to write dy....good nite...