Foot pad...

I tried this Kinohimitsu-thingy which is a foot health pad...supposed to remove toxic from body by attracting the negative ions from your body. So the food pad is initially white in color and it will turn to gray,brown or yellowish brown kinda color to indicate the amount of toxin you have in your body...you stick the foot pad at the sole of your feet before you go to sleep.
I got really excited at the first night and the first thing i did when i woke up next day was to remove the patch to see what color it had be come. And ite looks greyish brolwn...hmm...i have no idtea what tthat means. And the niext night lalso the same color. and so is. the 3rd nite except it became a little bit lighter...so i'm thinking...perhaps this doesn't work on me after all...i still feel as sleepy and tired as ever.

my legs are having rashes now...gosh...its super itchy and i can't do anything to make it less itchy..tried putting on lotion and baby oil and it still doesn't work...the best so far is to scratch it and feel the burning sensation on my skin...but its bad method cos its creating scars on my legs if i scratched too hard...-__- sigh...why oh why...?when is it goin away for good!!??when will my healing come...?it should come now!!!
anyways...

Body shop had sale and i couldn't resist not buying the EDT that was on 50% off!that's only RM24 for 30ml. And its Body Shop wor...well..i wanted a new perfume anyway so...it came at a good time...

will post up some pictures soon...when i find my camera...hehehe

Blue strap...

arrrrggghhhh.....i watched as my blue bra strap went into the toilet bowl together with the water that i was using to wash my clothes...-__-

of all days...its the nicest blue bra strap i ever have and the only one i have that compliments my green top. aaaarrrgghhh...so frustrating! sakit hati alsooooo.....so much info kan...now u know what color bra i have -__-

gosh...i can't stand not doing anything on a weekend...people look forward to weekends but to me (at least for now), i dread Saturday...and i dread Mondays...not cos its Monday-so-i-have-to-go-work-thing but cos its dependent on how my Sundays have been. Maybe it just has been particularly difficult to deal with these past few months. Not that i'm not doing anything to make it good but i guess its a season in my life which i have to walk thru and overcome it and hopefully the sun will shine again...does anyone else feel like me too or i'm just weird?

I think i am an idealist and a perfectionist. But not to the extreme but of course more inclined towards this part than being a realist and a practicalist. There are times when it gets to me and i wished i could just let go of what i am holding onto. Expectations. I know i'm not perfect but pride says i am better than you, you and you...

Love bears all things, hopes all things...Love never fails...

On a happier note, last Friday my boss gave me a prtty good review regarding my performance at work. Despite the setbacks and difficulties at the first few months, it seems i have improved tremendously according to my boss and some unnamed(and unknown to me!) colleagues. All this happened after i have been praying for an increment. Hopefully God will give me more than i could ever think or asked for!hehehe...why not lar...we serve a big and faithful God mar...
hmmm...then i should also pray for more love when i look at ppl thru my eyes...
love...she's got a rotten attitude!!
love...aaaarrrrhh..i just want to slap that annoying boy!
love...how in the world they get their driviing license!
erm..and patience...
*pengsan....***

weeeeeeeeeeeee......................^_^

After weeks of moving, finally i am settled in the new place AND developing rashes or heat rashes every day....-__-
itchy...red spots on the hands and legs and sometimes face...

anyways, ^_^ i'm glad to be able to blog again...cos the phone line wasn't changed to the new add and also the tm ppl say, must do one by one..so now change line dy, then only can change name then only can transfer streamyx..they told me 3 working days...yup...not any earlier..rite..=/

so much on my mind to pour out...argh..where to begin...lets begin with randomness!^_^

• I have a shoe rack still unassembled in the box. tot i needed someone strong to do cos the wood is freaking heavy!but its still there...will attempt it...soon...
• i wan to have my own Ipod..sounds like the coolest thing to have...alright, the marketing ppl r really good...eh..no...the advertising ppl...cos they make me feel like i'm losing out by not having one.
• I a m n o t g o n n a b e h i t b y t w e e t e r . . . y e t
• gosh...the above sentence took a while to be typed out-__-
• i wan to get a haircut!
• i wan to buy perfume
• i need that set of drawers in Ikea
• i need a table light...kononnya untuk baca buku-buku
• so i would need to buy books to read or borrow...
• i need another day off
• i dunno wat to wear for tomorrow's occasion...=/
• Star trek's goooood..i wanna work in a place with smart and handsome looking dudes...totally...@_@
• some ppl abandoned me to go watch wolverine=/ ok fine...i gave them permission to 'dump' me...can u sense the inner disatisfaction?or what word is it?
  
• i told off my PM nicely in a email...never underestimate what i can say when i'm angry...the most logical and rational thing can actually be uttered by me...like...whatever...

some fortunate ppl saw my dark side...like...you know...tan? ok..lame...they heard me talked super a lot and laughed non stop at my own jokes and every word that comes out from K's mouth and i tried to tell a story which potong stim and me trying to cover that up by saying..'its MY TRADEMARK' of telling a story...-__- you wouldn't want to have anything to do with me that nite i tell ya...

ok too much info for a day...time to hit the sack and snore....opppsss...did i say i snore...no i din't...duh....
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Either or...

having my dinner halfway...just din't have the appetite to eat...a few thoughts on my mind...

I am either blessed or am a blessing...

what i am trying to say is that in life, i am either a blessing to someone or i need to be blessed by someone who will be a blessing to me.hahaha...macam so philosophical kan...hahahaha...=D

some blogs are fun to read...some are just pure emo such that you must be mentally prepared when you read it..

am getting really random here...
i thank God for friends who are around when you need their company and encouragement and laughter...friends who just loves you just as you are and enjoys your company...i can be really bratty and they will just ignore me but later make fun of me...its nice being spoilt sometimes but also depends on who i am hanging out with la...if with another 'kid' then gosh...i'll feel left out..haha..
yeap..so...friends mean a lot to me...because they are like my extended family(if we're close enough)i hope i can be there for them when they need a friend...wow...macam lagu pernah dengar...

do you know that my neighbour teaches piano and i think he or she plays the saxophone too??so cool kan...must get some friends and just jam some jazzy stuff with them...then i can practice singing too..hahahahahhahahaa..ok...randommmmm...sounds like Sam W =P

Flying roaches and...

Yesterday was Good Friday, 10 April 2009. I just got home and it was a pretty good day for me...after 2 weeks of having my inbox jammed everyday cos of 80 emails daily asking questions for a simple thing and ppl replying with thanks or great or wonderful or please reply her(like duh!!!) and then just asking for clarification and confirmation....so, i'm very happy that normally in one hour, i receive 10-20 emails, but today for the whole day i only received 10 emails =D cos it was Good Friday in 90% of the offices worldwide and we poor West Malaysian don't have such holidays!!!=/ anyways, its a breather for me as i can take it easy and do my other work(which has been piling bcos of those emails and the horrible Excel sheets which must be updated daily and also my associate manager's work requests-__-)

Today we had a dept meeting...it finally dawned on me today why i din't pass my first interview in March 08 with this new company. I found out that the April 08 batch went to the Phillipines for training and my colleague who was at this training had to live with flying cockroaches in the class where they were being trained and also cockroaches crawling up the wall in their classroom...ewww...>_< Thank God i din't get selected to go in that April batch...if i did, i would have the most horrible time in my life >_<>
So for that, the 'reward' is.......i got to go to Taiwan! where everything is clean and i din't see a single roach crawling in the classroom^_^ even my hotel room is clean and air-conditioned.
God is so amazing kan...He already knows my need...even before i say it.
You're the BEST!!!^^

2009 Revo Penang...

Can't think of a funkier title..haha..
It was awesome!it was better than last year's..haha..sorry ler...compare like that...we had more food..chee cheong fun, char kuey teow, popiah, egg tarts, pau(which we din't eat cos we were fasting!), fruits, tom yam, chinese pancake, lobak...yummy...

The first nite on Friday was in FGA Air Itam, it rained before the event and people started to trickle in after 7.30pm. Started at 8pm and it was my first time singing in REVO! so i was pretty excited..but the crowd wasn't...as excited as i thought they would be. nevertheless, after Pastor preached the message, the last song was so rocking good that i was shocked to see some ppl on our team, rocking it too! i mean..hello..these people stand straight and don't move when they play in church service but went wild in REVO...ahaha..u know who you are.
As for me, i was enjoying myself...i jumped a lot so that they would jump as well but they din't really followwwwwww meeee...was awesome seeing the drummer drumming his best despite being in-knee-ed. hahahahaha...acoustic guitarist cum WL aka Joel V. kinda lost his voice after leading and once again during supper time, as it had always been in his tradition, his Char kuey teow din't come so he had to eat Chinese pancake with choc in it. Talking about food, tom yam was highly recommended in Telok Bayan but i din't have it cos i din't want to lose my voice completely. i absolutely loved the lo bak but there was none left-__-
char kuey teow was overrated and i'm never gonna have it there the NEXT time...
I met some of the girls which i got to know of last year and got to know new girls this year!woohoo!nice meeting them..they r so cute.( i mean personality wise)
I was encouraged to learn that the EPCC started their own dance crew (called Storm) and band (Point of Difference) bcos of Revo last year and they also wrote their own songs!very good...this is what Revo is for!!!for new things to be birthed out! not just a feel good session!
After lunch with the pastors on Sat, miss Eu was so kind to ask her mom to buy the famous chee cheong fun and char kuey teow for us!!!it was sooo nice!this is what you call Penang food!!!
After that, when we went to EPCC to get ready, their sandwich din't taste as good as last nite's(cos on Fri nite we were starving!cos we din't have a good lunch)

Overall, i thank God for the friends made and that were on this trip. my seat mates and surrounding seat mates and roomies. You guys and girls are really cool..talking about band tours and sharing your life stories. You made it really enjoyable for me and i enjoy serving with them=)
As for my sleeping buddies, thank God you girls stayed over or i would've dragged myself out of bed to church and prolly looked half dead during church service...surprisingly, i didn't feel tired at all and i looked like i had a good night sleep!well..looked almost.
indeed, the Holy Spirit is my helper. Last trip, i skipped the morning service while everyone on my team went to church!i felt so guilty...and i reasoned saying i don't have enough sleep and its ok to miss it cos got evening service also.
So, indeed, Holy Spirit is my helper..^_^

oh..i have another testimony, on Thurs morning i woke up at 5am with an excruciating pain in my stomach, such that you get cold sweat and feel nauseous and vomit a little. First few things on my mind was 'oh no!i wanna go Revo Penang!i can't miss it!'
After that, i was thinking if i should go to the hospital and then prayed in my heart, By His stripes i am healed!Kept repeating that..mom put some ointment on my tummy and eventually, i feel asleep as the pain subsides..saw the doctor in the morning and took the medication and then remmebered that on Fri we're supposed to fast breakfast together as a team. i was thinking perhaps i could just eat my medicine only and drink milo and basically i was thinking how not to fast. perhaps they would understand. but then i felt like...this is so faithless! i remember 1 person's testimony on how she was healed of gastric by choosing to fast. i wanted a testimony of my own too, but i was also afraid of wat my mom would say to me if i don't have my breakfast on Friday morning. So i choose to wake up like real last min such that my mom coudln't ask me if i had my breakfast and all. it worked!i rushed to go to church adn my mom din't manage to ask me at all..and basically on Friday, i fasted breakfast...i din't have any food to eat or milo to drink all the way till lunch time, praise God!i didn't have any burning sensation in my tummy or pain and i din't take may medication at all!Zilch...none.i continue to claim for complete healing...up till now also no pain and no gastric!^_^

Of blue skies and green paddy fields..

its beautiful place...but not for work! Experienced the kindness of strangers from the natives...its..amazing...
cramps again...but its so much longer than normal..=/
so glad its over...din't have good feeling about this trip...but amidst it all...God answered my prayers and i'm finally home sweet home..never missed home this much...-_-