haven't been blogging for ages now...just felt like blogging cos i feel like writing.
hahaha..my screen is giving me so much problem. my office server is under maintenance now so i can't do any updating work, it takes heaps of time to load photos on FB..my office desk is in a mess, i got tons of work undone, broken promises here and there, feelings of emoness threatening to burst my carefully guarded happy bubbles..i wish we could talk like friends again, i wish i didn't have to ask for much assurance, i wish i was shorter, taller, skinnier, more beautiful, younger, be less sensitive, i wish everybody loves me, i wish i stayed in aus, i wish i didn't have to think about how to celebrate my birthday, i wish my parents were nicer, argue less, love more, i wish i have a Civic, a semi-D, i wish i sang better, dance cooler, teach inspiringly, play well..wow..i know i'm complaining...but this real life, real feelings, real thoughts, real or unrealistic expectations...but this is wat i face. i cannot deny that but i can...do all things through Christ who strengthens me, who leads me to paths of righteousness as i CHOOSE to trust in Him. choose to react or respond right to it.
Without faith, it is impossible to please God, for He is a rewarder to those who diligently seeks Him. By faith, only by faith can miracles happen and mountains be removed and help will come in due time. For He has made everything beautiful in its time.
Before the world began, you were on His mind...
Because of His great love, He gave His only Son and everything was done so you would come.
-Kai Ling-
