Quaterly P-KPI...

haha..my personal key performance index=)
As the month comes to an end, a quarter of a year has passed-_- so fast leh...and just 3 months ago i was making resolutions...and let's see wat i've 'hit' so far..in random order.

Modelling...

Well i didn't exactly model for runway..But i did some photo shoots with a friend who works for a magazine. Sorta like a makeover thingy..and i got to know a makeup artist who's really bubbly=) so 1 resolution accomplished! Thank you for including me in the shoot. I dunno how it'll turn out but hopefully its pretty.hahaha...

Bagan Lalang...

I went there for an overnight Family Day trip organized by my dept. Its a beach near Sepang and KLIA . Ok not too impressive for the beach but the sand was really nice..small grains and soft...It was low tide when we arrived about 4pm. Played some games and the best part for me was flying the kite! I used to try to make my own kite and fly it but it never worked. So now the place was right and the kite was there!haha..i thoroughly enjoyed the experience. Its really satisfying to see my kite fly higher and higher and when it flies higher...the prouder i am(pat my own back...good job girl!).hahaha...We can watch sunset on the beach and its really lovely. I love watching sunsets becos it reminds me that i don't have to do any work after that..can relax, chill...i don't really like sunrise bcos it reminds me that i have to go work!!-_-
as simple as that.....er...ya..
At night we had bbq prepared by my collegue's husband who's a chef in our company...so i jokingly said..eh clocked out at work now clock in for work in Bagan Lalang..haha..yeah..so funny. We had so much food...rojak buah, satay, roti Arab. curry chicken, bbq chicken wings, lamb, prawn, fish, bbq sauce(homemade), chili sauce, oreo's cheesecake, ketupat, tea, cordial...that's all i can remember...and we had load of gifts and games. One amazing thing i noted was during cleaning up, most ppl helped with clearing up and stacking up the chairs and throwing rubbish and washing up...amazing...u would have tot u're in church camp but all these things were done without having to scream for ppl to help. amazing...and these are non-christians..
i've never seen ppl so bergotong-royong before...it makes me feel so proud of my colleagues. Its really like a family.Though we have our own way of doing work...and sometimes we just hate the way they work but when we play, we don't go into working mentality. its just amazing...=) and i'm so proud of them.Diagnostics rocks!!!

Vegetables and fruits...
I had lots of veges and fruits during the fasting weeks prior to Easter..and i noticed i went to toilet everyday. normally i would go every few days...so its a good experiment.hahaha...

Its Easter today...

Yup...it was Easter yesterday.......i had a good time overall...=) firstly, i found the courage to ask my senior if she has accepted Christ and why not...later i found out that there has been improvement in her r/ship with her son since he attended Acts Kids. Praise God! so just gotta continue to pray...she believes in Jesus and knows He exists..but i dunno why its stopping her from taking the next step.

The Cedar-ish girl..

wokay...wat's THAT title about?well...nothing in relation to wat i'm about to write...haha..wait ler..let me write wat i want to write 1st.. been sick since last Sun cos the week b4 i was out every single freaking nite...not enough rest and nutrients i guess...so sick...this time i din't see the doc...and i din't take any antibiotics..AND i din't take MC....wah...so good girl kan...after a few days in office, my other 2 colleagues started to feel like they were having sore throat and sniffing a little..hahahahahahahahahahahhahahaha(evil laugh) see...this is wat happens when u don't let me take MC!!!!!(i'm resenting the doctor in the staff health clinic...whoever that MO is) so i played low and kept myself at home to the point of missing Colbie's performance in Laundry, The Curve on Friday nite...well..i didn't really miss it cos i wasn't there cos i tot needed tickets and i tot there's gonna be lots of ppl and i tot i don't wan to jostle with the ppl there and breathe in smoky air.
Why the sudden interest with Colbie rite?cos i'm normally never crazy about any artiste or band. i only like their songs and that's it. I'm not crazy about her either just that i enjoy her songs and know that she performs life and i wonder how its like and mannnnn....it was free performance in Laundry...man....why wouldn't i wan to go??its FREEEEEEE-_-
yes..i'm still bitter about it...

anyways...i've been really mellow these couple of months...never really gone out much...if i did go out, i would go out alone...in fact, i've been going out alone more times in these few months compared to few months ago.Its a record for me.Cos i love to go out with ppl..i must have teman...and i love to go out at any opportunities there is...of course...i choose the occasions lar..but most of the time, i'm on!!!thus...i have been called the happening girl...which...i don't understand why they have to call me that and i don't like it...i just enjoy hanging out with friends and doing things together...I feel happy that my day has been well spent and meaningful.haha...that's my definition of well spent and meaningful lar...
besides that, started the year well and on a high...so many things i wanna do...then i started to feel burdened by job hunting...1 of the interviews they decided not to hire me and another is still pending decision. And yet another job i applied for gives me feedbacks like 1)there's something not quite right about my resume for the job and 2)different background dunno if can do the job. I'm frustrated at it because if you don't want to hire me or not willing to pay the price then please don't tell me things like these..i feel discouraged and angry. Tho i don't have to wait for it, i can't help but feel angry lor..
As for spiritually, its been the same..i'm like...God..this is how you work rite...how come its not working...why isin't there any breakthrough? why is the job i'm waiting for isin't here yet?why this and why that...tonight at MCMS graduation ceremony, the speaker reminded us Christians not to be too familiar with our faith taht there is no freshness in God's word and everythign else..wat i gathered from the short sermon was...always ask for fresh word, fresh stuff from God...tho you may have heard it a zillion times dy..let there be fresh revelations...fresh stuff...and he said never let familiarity drive you a place when you lose the capacity to feel overwhelmed by God..something like that lar he said..basically don't let the 'magic' in the r/ship with God dies just because u're familiar with God dy...i guess its the same in a r/ship /marriage /work and etc where familiarity breeds contempt. wah.....so God, i need to hear from You a fresh word...i need fresh experience with You...i guess i need to put my burdens on Christ again and to depend on Him and trust Him again...no longer learning u know...cos know already...now its about doing it..just do it...
current fav song is Realize by Colbie..hehehe

oh..so wat is this Cedar-ish thingy?refering to guitars,,the woods used to make guitar.cos a friend mentioned that choosing a guitar is like choosing a wife. how shallow can they get rite??yeah...haha..

YummyHammie
Shrimp Linguine

The groom and bride with Jan and me
Mrs Goh & I
Jan and I

ponderings..

i can't believe you would even say such a thing about me..to think that i'm incapable...i'm so disappointed to know that.

jobs jobs jobs...i'm scared to leave.i'm scared to start a new thing...cos everything now seems more stressful than my current one...i dunno if i can take it...i dunno if i can do it....i'm talking like ihave no God in my life..no Jesus. please lar....u think God cannot part the Red Sea for you? yeah...so the reality is stressful...but bread falls from heaven...God can change it or enable me to go thru it...gotta have faith in my God...where has it gone too...every step is unknown...where does it lead to?i dunno...i just hope its someplace good...and where i wanna be...

Electoral rights...

As a citizen of M'sia, i have been given the right to vote for the parties that will lead and rule my city, town, state, region and nation.

And wat i did was...i thought i should register myself soon to be a voter and all i did was just...think..i din't go do it...i tot of doing it.but i din't...so yeah...

was just thinking that i'll be missing out and my vote could've made a difference somehow. i actually feel really bad and left out!!!in my town..things r gonna get interesting. there's a oldie and a newbie...who will the ppl of SJ choose???would kinda like to give the newbie a try but...wat guarantee is there that it'll be better?or...wat is better?Is left better than right?how i know lar...time will tell and the newbie certainly has lots to prove that she's capable and indeed the right choice of the ppl here.