Wednesday, July 16, 2008

Hunk_ology

Hunkology a term coined by Mich G...is a study on hunks. As blue moon appears once in a blue moon, so today i met 2 hunks on the same day. one C and another I. The first C i've ever met that has really hunky looks..like those models u see on the runway or magazine. I don't think he's model.He was dressed rather chee-na and at 1st glance, prolly won't take a second look cos of his dressing, but he was patient so i had to look at him. He's tall and had broad shoulders.really nice..if u make him up a bit, ready to take those model shoots dy!!okok...he's quite tan as well..and talked a bit chee-na. oh well...these are the kind of C hunks that dunno they look good.hahahahaha..

another hunk for our topic today is an I hunk.quite thin but has sharp features. like from bollywood type...not really dark skinned and looks better than Shahrukhkhan...hehe...tall as well. hmmm...from India..serious..

oklar...enough of hunkology for today..
so class, will see you in the next blue moon.....

Tuesday, July 15, 2008

Bub_bly...

i wanna blog...but i forgot what i wanna say...every morning when i get to work, things happened and i know wat i wan to write about but when i get home, i forget what i wanted to write about...talk about amnesia...

................................................................................i.........can't...........remember...............

oh, i was listening to Bubbly and suddenly that song became old song...it no longer has the freshness that it had for me once...its still nice to listen to but...its just another nice song...
gosh...i guess when i listen to a song, i normally associate it with how i'm feeling at the moment...when i hear too much of it, it loses its freshness to me..its the same with every song i listen to..at first..whoaa...cun song...listen to upteemth time...i'll 'tear' the song to pieces and listen to every details.....*yawn*****

whoa...i'm eloborating the eloborate...okok
stop it...

Monday, July 7, 2008

Morning blues...

Every Monday when i wake up, i wished i wasn't working there..i wonder why i'm still there...why haven't i move on?didn't i tell myself last week that this is not wat i wan to do?didn't i plot my escape last week?but..i'm...stilll..there...

Then on Sat, i'll be so happy to get off work and spring into my weekend mode and plans...partying like there's no tmr and thinking wat a good life i'm having...work that doesn't require me to go back or stay back after 6pm...sighhhhh...good to know i am employed. and by weekend, i don't remember how tough my week was or that Mon is coming in soon...

and then its Monday...and i get back to that vicious cycle of scolding myself for not planning my escape during the weekend and then psyche myself to working mode again ...to endure till Fri and then more pep talk to myself that i can last till Sat...i'll have Sat off..its not too bad...its coming...its gonna end soon...just hang on...a little more and it'll be Fri...a little more and it'll be Sat...

every week...everyday...i ask myself, if i do leave this job, wat shall i do?what kinda work should i get?Wat industry should i go into?how about sales?sounds good...good pay...good incentives...how bout that?how bout this?where will i go from here?wat are my passions?what do i like to do?

I DUNNO...when i think that maybe i cuold do this or that first...i never thought about the end in mind...and when i tot bout it..then i can start where i wan to start cos it won't be bring me there..
well...isin't God big enough for me?
isin't God holding my future in HIs hands now?
Why am i worrying then?...gosh...this is gonna be a leap of faith for me..
i so want to just quit my job now and don't care wat will happen next...i'm so tired of thinking of the consequences or wrong mistakes i may make...

i just want out...and i just wan God to bless my choice...-_-

but...He has a better plan for me...so...wat can i do but wait and pray and wait...for His timing and for His peace...

Thursday, July 3, 2008

Malacca again...and back..

I went to Melaka over the weekend...4days to be exact...for a work conference called Neuroscience 2008. Was held in Renaissance. Man...i love the room that we were in. This is the first time i got a blanket that keeps me warm at nite even with the aircon on!its not the normal fleece blanket but it is cotton quilt. Its amazing...i hide under it when i sleep.like my little igloo...^_^
the swimming pool was really nice...and it was a nice place to chill out.

i'm really sleepy now..can't think anymore..nitenite...sam, you gotta start talking to me and not just get info by reading my blog!!!