Foot pad...

I tried this Kinohimitsu-thingy which is a foot health pad...supposed to remove toxic from body by attracting the negative ions from your body. So the food pad is initially white in color and it will turn to gray,brown or yellowish brown kinda color to indicate the amount of toxin you have in your body...you stick the foot pad at the sole of your feet before you go to sleep.
I got really excited at the first night and the first thing i did when i woke up next day was to remove the patch to see what color it had be come. And ite looks greyish brolwn...hmm...i have no idtea what tthat means. And the niext night lalso the same color. and so is. the 3rd nite except it became a little bit lighter...so i'm thinking...perhaps this doesn't work on me after all...i still feel as sleepy and tired as ever.

my legs are having rashes now...gosh...its super itchy and i can't do anything to make it less itchy..tried putting on lotion and baby oil and it still doesn't work...the best so far is to scratch it and feel the burning sensation on my skin...but its bad method cos its creating scars on my legs if i scratched too hard...-__- sigh...why oh why...?when is it goin away for good!!??when will my healing come...?it should come now!!!
anyways...

Body shop had sale and i couldn't resist not buying the EDT that was on 50% off!that's only RM24 for 30ml. And its Body Shop wor...well..i wanted a new perfume anyway so...it came at a good time...

will post up some pictures soon...when i find my camera...hehehe

Blue strap...

arrrrggghhhh.....i watched as my blue bra strap went into the toilet bowl together with the water that i was using to wash my clothes...-__-

of all days...its the nicest blue bra strap i ever have and the only one i have that compliments my green top. aaaarrrgghhh...so frustrating! sakit hati alsooooo.....so much info kan...now u know what color bra i have -__-

gosh...i can't stand not doing anything on a weekend...people look forward to weekends but to me (at least for now), i dread Saturday...and i dread Mondays...not cos its Monday-so-i-have-to-go-work-thing but cos its dependent on how my Sundays have been. Maybe it just has been particularly difficult to deal with these past few months. Not that i'm not doing anything to make it good but i guess its a season in my life which i have to walk thru and overcome it and hopefully the sun will shine again...does anyone else feel like me too or i'm just weird?

I think i am an idealist and a perfectionist. But not to the extreme but of course more inclined towards this part than being a realist and a practicalist. There are times when it gets to me and i wished i could just let go of what i am holding onto. Expectations. I know i'm not perfect but pride says i am better than you, you and you...

Love bears all things, hopes all things...Love never fails...

On a happier note, last Friday my boss gave me a prtty good review regarding my performance at work. Despite the setbacks and difficulties at the first few months, it seems i have improved tremendously according to my boss and some unnamed(and unknown to me!) colleagues. All this happened after i have been praying for an increment. Hopefully God will give me more than i could ever think or asked for!hehehe...why not lar...we serve a big and faithful God mar...
hmmm...then i should also pray for more love when i look at ppl thru my eyes...
love...she's got a rotten attitude!!
love...aaaarrrrhh..i just want to slap that annoying boy!
love...how in the world they get their driviing license!
erm..and patience...
*pengsan....***

weeeeeeeeeeeee......................^_^

After weeks of moving, finally i am settled in the new place AND developing rashes or heat rashes every day....-__-
itchy...red spots on the hands and legs and sometimes face...

anyways, ^_^ i'm glad to be able to blog again...cos the phone line wasn't changed to the new add and also the tm ppl say, must do one by one..so now change line dy, then only can change name then only can transfer streamyx..they told me 3 working days...yup...not any earlier..rite..=/

so much on my mind to pour out...argh..where to begin...lets begin with randomness!^_^

• I have a shoe rack still unassembled in the box. tot i needed someone strong to do cos the wood is freaking heavy!but its still there...will attempt it...soon...
• i wan to have my own Ipod..sounds like the coolest thing to have...alright, the marketing ppl r really good...eh..no...the advertising ppl...cos they make me feel like i'm losing out by not having one.
• I a m n o t g o n n a b e h i t b y t w e e t e r . . . y e t
• gosh...the above sentence took a while to be typed out-__-
• i wan to get a haircut!
• i wan to buy perfume
• i need that set of drawers in Ikea
• i need a table light...kononnya untuk baca buku-buku
• so i would need to buy books to read or borrow...
• i need another day off
• i dunno wat to wear for tomorrow's occasion...=/
• Star trek's goooood..i wanna work in a place with smart and handsome looking dudes...totally...@_@
• some ppl abandoned me to go watch wolverine=/ ok fine...i gave them permission to 'dump' me...can u sense the inner disatisfaction?or what word is it?
  
• i told off my PM nicely in a email...never underestimate what i can say when i'm angry...the most logical and rational thing can actually be uttered by me...like...whatever...

some fortunate ppl saw my dark side...like...you know...tan? ok..lame...they heard me talked super a lot and laughed non stop at my own jokes and every word that comes out from K's mouth and i tried to tell a story which potong stim and me trying to cover that up by saying..'its MY TRADEMARK' of telling a story...-__- you wouldn't want to have anything to do with me that nite i tell ya...

ok too much info for a day...time to hit the sack and snore....opppsss...did i say i snore...no i din't...duh....
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