The week before New year...

so many things have been happening.......well..1st of all...my ex-housemate from Adelaide came down to Kl to visit us Adelaide gang...wow...its been 4 years since i last saw her...she put on some weight..which she knows..haha..and she bought me a nice top!haven't wear it yet...her name is Chu Chu..nick name..cute rite...=)

then i have Wilson come as well to visit us...we all from the Adelaide gang...man...i was so excited to see him!since it was a busy week for me b4 Christmas and i din't take any leaves...i tried to make time for both of them...as much as i can...(mental note...next yr take leaves during Christmas!!!)

then...it was the Christmas play...we had 3 shows..and it was awesome...get to meet band members from Army of 3, Four letter story and One-ted..it was a good Christmas for me..after the last show on 25 Dec, we went to Jason M's house for lunch and many ppl were there..then impromptu, i sang the song Umbrella with Evan playing the guitar...by request from Jack..haha..cos we did it at Ray's birthday party...haha...to my surprise, i actually enjoyed the attention!!hahahahahaha....

moving on...just tonight had another farewell drinks with Elsa...sobs sobs...she's goin back to Medan...i hope to see her there or she comes back..i dunno..wherever God wants her to be lar...but i plan to visit her...there...yeah...good old friend..will miss you Elsa...never tot the day would come..i think i might just cry at the airport...

Sacrifice for Christmas..

i've never sacrificed so much for an event....this year..the cost is more for me..because:

• i can't spend much time with my Adelaide friends!!-_-' wanna cry dy...they had supper without me...aaaaahhhh...well...cos i was at practice...
• i din't take any leave before Christmas so now i'm suffering....bogged down with work!and no lunch! i hate it...why do these ppl only see the doctors during holidays???argh!go away!!
• lack of sleep...cos i needed time for myself...to do the things i like...like...online...thinking..reading..well..i try to read the Bible every nite..no..i'm not holy. just wanna be a good girl to God..hehe..

i try...to live life..i try to live above wat i feel...i try to live above my circumstances...i try to live according to wat i preach...and try...and somedays its super hard...but hey...human only mar...
no...i dun accept that kinda reasoning tho at times...its really true...we're just human and we do make mistakes and failures...
i'm looking for a balance...oh God....help me...to live the right way.

Emo again...

listening to Home by Chris Daughtry...very nice...so comforting..haha..

had a bad day at work...i get really irritated when i dun get to have my lunch time...and its so sickening that no one helps you then..

emotionally unstable now...can cry anytime...oh man...i hate it when this happens...having absolutely no control of how you feel even though you know that you shouldn't be like this...its like being in a mess and you dunno how you got there...or too much junk we take in and one day the pile seems so heavy that it weighs us down...

God...help...wat have i done wrong?spending too much time in front of the computer?ok...maybe...a little too much..go out too many times a week?erm...cut down dy....
not spending enough time with You?ok...maybe that's the MAIN cause...
i tot my life should be different cos i have You....but...but...i guess i'm still human...and i'm still as sensitive as ever...aaaaaaaaah........dun wan think anymore....
go sleep 1st...not enough hours in a day....

Bubble tea rocks..

yeah..if i have the money, i would like to set up a bubble tea shop. yummy...
check out the cafe..its so nice...its in US...i got the pic from the website...disclaimer thingy..

http://www.houseofaromas.com/

i love the concept of this cafe.haha...yeah...i'm quite westernised..
ooooooooo!then u know wat...can have some lounge music...then i can sing or get ppl to play and sing..waaaaaaaa...i'm dreaming....^_^
yeah...i hardly dream big...awesome...

was reorganizing my stuff and i stumbled upon this..i tot i find this worth thinking about...from church sermon recently..
'The greatest temptation is to be led out of your destiny.'