Happy Birthday Boon Wei!

Yes....its Boon Wei's birthday today. In my mind, i actually call her 'Bonkers'. dunno why...but the word just pops up each time i think of her name.haha....

let me tell you how i got to know her...She came to Acts Church on one fine Sunday. I was already a regular there but i find her so friendly...as if she's been attending Acts for a long time dy..got to know her better when we both joined the dance team for Christmas at the Park in 2000 or 2001. Then i left for Aus and she went to UK. during the time we were apart, we still kept in touch thru email and icq(good ol' ICQ). she shared her life, her ups and downs with me and i felt privileged that she would confide in me.(remember my insecurities issue??hehe) of course, i felt like a terrible confidant for her...but she never saw it that way..(thank God!) eventually, i had my shares of trouble and she was always there for me from the very beginning...i never had a friend like her and i'm truly blessed to have her in my life. I still feel like a terrible person to confide in but i try my very best to be there for her and cherish her friendship.
soon she'll be married to the man of her dreams ;) and i hope we'll still hang out together like girlfriends do and when i have my own family too, we'll hang out as family friends...how cool is that....=) provided she doesn't move to Kuantan.and i dun move elsewhere...but i know...no matter where we go, we'll still keep in touch cos she always makes time for me tho she was dating Mr. Right.

'Oh, that You would bless me indeed and enlarge my territory, that Your hand would be with me, and that You would keep me from evil, that i may not cause pain!'So God granted him what he requested.
1 Chron 4:9

So, we the yellow pg girls celebrated her birthday with a wonderful dinner at Pizza Uno! yes..Italian food...yummy...we had pasta and pizza and Tiramisu cake for her! and of course...we sang her the birthday song with the 'help' of the waiters and waitresses.they played guitar..yup..out of tune=)

here are some photos...(if only i know how to use Youtube..got movie also..)
Wei.Tracy.Amanda

me.Elaine.Sam

Imagine me...

Imagine me, being free,
trusting You totally,
finally, i can imagine me.

I admit, it was hard to see,
being in love with someone like me,
finally, i can imagine me.

lovely song by Kirk Franklin.
such beautiful voices and piano sound...

ok..am sounding emo. i think i will always be emo. Do i talk loud enough? how come some ppl dun wan to know wat i think or say? i tried sharing my life with ppl whom i tot would be interested to know but....when i say or ask something, and got the ball rolling, the extrovert in the group will take over the conversation.
maybe i'm not confident enough to carry out a conversation with a group of ppl but i have no problems if its only 2 of us.

I think they listened even when i seem to be a small voice talking at the back.bcos they remembered when we talked bout the same thing again.

i guess i just have to learn to speak louder and not think insecurely...

some ppl may not want to know but true friends will want to know=)

what a difference a day made...=) song by Jamie Cullum....very relaxing.

i tOt i...

i tot i lost my Bible today. Sometimes i would bring my Bible to my work place cos sometimes will have the time to read it or read it during my lunch time....

just a couple of weeks or months ago, i've been hearing many stories from my colleagues about how their food was stolen from their spot on the shelves..in our pantry, there's a shelve that we put our snacks, cups, cutleries, milo, nescafe, even books and shoes...yes..u name it, we most probably have it...one of my colleague just bought a big tin of Jacob's cream crackers..she had about 3/4 of biscuits left but the next time she wanted to eat it...only 1/4 was left!!!so terrible kan...we suspect the housekeeping ppl are stealing it.another time, our CNY cookies was almost finished when we've barely touched it cos the cookies were given to us on a Sat...so we normally dun have tea on Sat...so last week i left my Bible in my 'box' in the pantry(everyone has their own 'box' where they keep their stuff.) And today when i went into the pantry, i froze...cos i dint' see my Bible in my box. 1st thing on my mind....'they stole my BIble!!!!!!'

and i couldn't believe it! goodness...how can these ppl so this!!??its my stuff and our pantry and our things!how could they touch and just simply take things that don't belong to them!???
i tried to calm myself....of course i din't scream or shout..everything i've said or about to say is all in my head. maybe they dun have money to buy Bible.....good lar...at least someone's reading the Bible...maybe they wan to know more of God's word...its ok kai ling...u've got other Bibles...can buy another wan...

but....the thing is.....i actually felt sad that i lost this Bible...it wasn't expensive, it was rather not expensive...bought in Aus cos my friend Wilson told me about reasonable priced Bibles in Koorong.or is it somehwere else..and i draw lines and write things in that bible...and highlighted my favourite verses and do this and that...its sentimental...

i went home after work and after swimming...tot bout it again...and suddenly remembered...hey...maybe i brought it home...but i can't recall when ...i remember putting it in my paper bag which i carry to work...so i went looking for it and found it!!!

man.......it feels like i've found something precious!like....the woman with 100 coins and lost 1 coin...like...the shepherd with 100 sheeps but lost 1 sheep...yeah...i hugged it tightly and thank God that it wasn't lost and best of all...it wasn't stolen!!yay! at least those housekeeping ppl were not so bad after all...

so...i never tot my Bibles were so precious to me...i'm not gonna lose them...i'll try not to!
are your Bibles precious to you too?

Earrings!

hey...wat do you think? are the earrings nice or good looking or fantastic or bad? of course there are more choices but not photographed.
was thinking of selling earrings as some side income.would anyone buy from me?price..would be about market price or slightly cheaper than that...

few more pics..

Bel.KaiLing.Wan (all Chinese k..)

It takes too long to upload a photo for me...so that's it from SDCC..........ciao...

What stress!!

guess wat???!

i forgot the username AND password to my blog account!its like 'tai tau har' aka big headed prawn.
wanted to post something i did yesterday....so sign in today lor...but tak masuk pulak!!!

now i'm in!!!!woohoo!!! i dun think i'll ever forget my username and password now!
now a bit tired and running out of time...gonna be meeting some friends later....

yesterday i was at Cardiology conference in Sime Darby COnvention Centre. the place was new and its very spacious! i din't take any photos inside but outside..haha...enjoy the photos...

(if i can upload them...hmmm..)
check out the lights in the ballroom...reminds me of the underwater world..
other photos will upload next time...too long to wait...

My First Time!

Its happening!i'm writing my own BLOG!i never tot i would have one!now ppl can know bout me!muahahaha....

hmm...i dunno wat to say....oh!something happened to me today. encountered snatch thieves on bike!when i was walking home from work, i heard motor bike sound behind me. just to be safe(hopefully not paranoid!), i turned and looked behind me and saw 2 fellas on bike almost right behind me! i quickly ran to the outter part of the road where there was grass and small longkang. i wasn't paranoid!the bike was on the wrong side of the road so obviously they were snatch thieves.
they stopped and asked wat's wrong? my goodness!ever heard of thieves asking u if u're ok? i looked at them with a deadly stare and shouted for them to go away!(you jerks!but the words din't come out of my mouth...duh...)by the way, there was a car parked there so the car was between me and the thieves.(thank God for the car!)so the car 'protected' me from them. they left and as for me, i continued my journey home. then the stupid jerks came back the 2nd time!!! this time, im more alert than ever. i saw them but they din't see me at first. when they saw me, they were coming towards me again. this time i wanted to run again but got smart(thank God for alert mind!) and nearby was a tree and under the tree were broken pots.
i walked to it (slowly but steadily)and picked up one piece of the broken pot and looked at them with the look come-near-me-if-u-dare! immediately, i tot i heard them say 'shit!' and made a u-turn and sped off.

man....my heart was pounding and my face flushed red...i reached home and fumbled for my keys and my mind making a mental note to walk away from my house if i hear motorbike sound nearby...(so that they dunno where i stay)so....got home safe.told my mom and not long after that, i saw them again...i suppose looking for me...i called the police and reported the incident.

i was so angry and scared.......angry for victimising girls or ppl with handbag.and scared bcos it was 2 guys against 1 girl. by the way, the thieves were indian...not being racist here but just becareful lar..one older and one young.got misai wan the older one...the young one looks early 2os...

not gonna let this ppl go if i ever see them again...this time will look at the plate noand be sure of the no and bring a pepper spray and make them fall off their bike and beat them up till they can't get up!!!!!!!!hate ppl like this!

tho i'm safe....i think i'm traumatised.....i tot i left work earlier today so i can go home and relax and take a nap...but as i close my eyes...i kept thinking bout it......

physical wounds heal....but mental wounds...takes longer to forget...

so that's it from me....glad to have you visiting my blog! got many more wonderful stories to tell!
but today is a testimony of God's protection in my life.......gotta always pray and have faith in God...cos i tot...wat if i got hurt today...would i still say God is good...?i dunno...but i hope i would...

bet u din't know i have so much to say leh....tired of reading this now??dun be...cos more will come your way.....even if u dun read it...i'll still write...hahahaha