Well, I think its the ultimate benefit...of being the only child in the family...it is...the excuse of being selfish..erm...more like not sharing my favourite food with other people and if i really really like that cookie...its mine!i will hide if from everyone's view and keep it to myself and run to my room, close the door and take my time to finish it up and then when its gone...i'll sneak out again and go for the cookie jar...
hmmm...that's wat i used to do as a kid..well...almost...not to the cookie but to food...hahahaha..
i have this thought...if you ever see us(the only kid in the family) suddenly behaving like this little girl or boy who refuses to share her food or toys with anyone, please understand that as the only child in the family, we do not share our stuff with anyone and our parents would gladly give us their share. So, don't expect us to share that piece of sinfully delicious chocolate coated brownie topped with vanilla ice cream with you..and you should understand that we are wat we are..and thus should not blame us for not knowing how to share because we do not share.
hahahhaha...something like that ler...just that if i don't share with you, i have an excuse by saying i'm the only child in the family and i do not share.
haha...now...to people who always ask this question:
How does it feel like to be the only child in the family?
Answer: Its awesome, super awesome =D
Tuesday, December 30, 2008
Friday, December 19, 2008
Moments that connect...
coming soon nath...been out whole day and by the time get back at night, so tired dy...and sometimes limited access to internet ler...
Last destination...
i'm now at my last stop before i return to Brissie...and this is another highlight of this trip...Adelaide.
The place i lived in for 2 years in my early 20s...and after 5 years i'm back for a visit..its still as quiet and things look a little bit older...and seems to have more ppl this time..perhaps its the 'graduation' season..friends and family come for the graduation of their loved ones.
Today i had a walk from my old house to the uni and i bumped into 2 people that i used to know and now no longer keep in touch. couldn't remember their names..only their faces and i knew i know them. Pang Sze and Lewis Liao...i am determined to remember their names.
Then i went to Paradise Community church for thei Christmas special events. They had Marina Prior to sing and my goodnes...her singing is very very good...and then we also sang some carols and the whole 'performance' made me miss my home church very much. i wish i could be home for Christmas.serious. i never tot i would miss Christmas in church but i do =(
Nomadic life
For 2 weeks i've been living out of a suitcase and taken many planes to different cities...at first it was enjoyable..but now i feel kinda sick of flying cos i get mild nausea..on my way to Adelaide, as the plane was approaching the landing strip, i saw wat looked like small hills with no trees and no lights and suddenly a big spread of streetlights and houselights...its like seeing day and nite, black and white..its an amazing view from up there and i realized that Adelaide is not as small as i tot it is...
Reflections...
You know how we sometimes just connect so well with someone we just met and we would start talking like old buddies and make jokes and 'kutuk' the fella mercilessly and then bestowed them with a nick name?..
well...today i bestowed 2 persons with that...one is Andrew's elder sister Ruey Shu and another is a friend Raymond. cos in Aussie, the culture there is like...they like to shortened ppl's name so Ruey(pronounced as Rae) is called Rae and Raymond is also Ray...so today after church service, i was like in a 'mabuk' state decided to call Rae as Do Re Mi and i told this to Jenn Yong(a guy) and he..dunno if he's the lame joker said we can call Raymond, Doraemon...
i was like YOU"RE RIGHT!!! lets call them doremi and doraemon so that we could differentiate them and being so excited, i told Rae and Ray the news and Rae tot i had a fever cos i was like so hyper and laughing and laughing and laughing...
which reminds me that its been a while since i have so much fun and being so lame..
DoReMi and DoRaeMon...gosh...@_@
and i guess moments like this...when u look at it from hindsight..will be something that will be remembered forever and when we have kids and when we meet up, we're gonna say lame things like this and our kids will prolly roll their eyes and say their parents are weird...hahaha...interesting isin't it..^_^
its a happy day..thank You Jesus...
Last destination...
i'm now at my last stop before i return to Brissie...and this is another highlight of this trip...Adelaide.
The place i lived in for 2 years in my early 20s...and after 5 years i'm back for a visit..its still as quiet and things look a little bit older...and seems to have more ppl this time..perhaps its the 'graduation' season..friends and family come for the graduation of their loved ones.
Today i had a walk from my old house to the uni and i bumped into 2 people that i used to know and now no longer keep in touch. couldn't remember their names..only their faces and i knew i know them. Pang Sze and Lewis Liao...i am determined to remember their names.
Then i went to Paradise Community church for thei Christmas special events. They had Marina Prior to sing and my goodnes...her singing is very very good...and then we also sang some carols and the whole 'performance' made me miss my home church very much. i wish i could be home for Christmas.serious. i never tot i would miss Christmas in church but i do =(
Nomadic life
For 2 weeks i've been living out of a suitcase and taken many planes to different cities...at first it was enjoyable..but now i feel kinda sick of flying cos i get mild nausea..on my way to Adelaide, as the plane was approaching the landing strip, i saw wat looked like small hills with no trees and no lights and suddenly a big spread of streetlights and houselights...its like seeing day and nite, black and white..its an amazing view from up there and i realized that Adelaide is not as small as i tot it is...
Reflections...
You know how we sometimes just connect so well with someone we just met and we would start talking like old buddies and make jokes and 'kutuk' the fella mercilessly and then bestowed them with a nick name?..
well...today i bestowed 2 persons with that...one is Andrew's elder sister Ruey Shu and another is a friend Raymond. cos in Aussie, the culture there is like...they like to shortened ppl's name so Ruey(pronounced as Rae) is called Rae and Raymond is also Ray...so today after church service, i was like in a 'mabuk' state decided to call Rae as Do Re Mi and i told this to Jenn Yong(a guy) and he..dunno if he's the lame joker said we can call Raymond, Doraemon...
i was like YOU"RE RIGHT!!! lets call them doremi and doraemon so that we could differentiate them and being so excited, i told Rae and Ray the news and Rae tot i had a fever cos i was like so hyper and laughing and laughing and laughing...
which reminds me that its been a while since i have so much fun and being so lame..
DoReMi and DoRaeMon...gosh...@_@
and i guess moments like this...when u look at it from hindsight..will be something that will be remembered forever and when we have kids and when we meet up, we're gonna say lame things like this and our kids will prolly roll their eyes and say their parents are weird...hahaha...interesting isin't it..^_^
its a happy day..thank You Jesus...
Sunday, December 7, 2008
Sun kissed...?no....
i was trying to upload my pics today but dunno why...tak jadi..gosh...am so tired now..supposed to be a holiday but i'm exhausted!
i went to Surfer's Paradise today...i got myself ready..putting on sun block on my hands and legs and headed to the beach...oh dear...it was cloudy as we were on our way there...and i was like noooooooooo...please...God...give us the sun...well...the sun still din't come out from behind the clouds..was there for only 1 hour and i complained that i couldn't get much tan out of it.-_-
Cos my friend's church service was in the afternoon...we quickly got ready after an hour drive from Surfer's Paradise..i was fine all the way till the evening..i started to feel itchy on my back...i realized...i was...burnt...
imagine if the sun was hot...i think..i would've died...thank God rite...really...hehehehehehhe
To compensate(just an excuse to indulge again..) i had green tea ice cream frappe and bubble tea...once again..if i look well endowed after Christmas...its...erm...good stuff...^_^
i went to Surfer's Paradise today...i got myself ready..putting on sun block on my hands and legs and headed to the beach...oh dear...it was cloudy as we were on our way there...and i was like noooooooooo...please...God...give us the sun...well...the sun still din't come out from behind the clouds..was there for only 1 hour and i complained that i couldn't get much tan out of it.-_-
Cos my friend's church service was in the afternoon...we quickly got ready after an hour drive from Surfer's Paradise..i was fine all the way till the evening..i started to feel itchy on my back...i realized...i was...burnt...
imagine if the sun was hot...i think..i would've died...thank God rite...really...hehehehehehhe
To compensate(just an excuse to indulge again..) i had green tea ice cream frappe and bubble tea...once again..if i look well endowed after Christmas...its...erm...good stuff...^_^
Saturday, December 6, 2008
Can't believe I'm here...!
I left this same soil 5 years ago..hoping that one day i will return...either for a visit/holiday or for a new job...Today is the day...history is made...i'm back in Australia...not for a new job but for a visit/holiday...
The moment i stepped down from the plane, it looks the same..like i never left Malaysia but the people were different...there were ang mos directing the people to the terminal and lugging our bags from the plane...wow..the sky is still the same..but the people made the difference...i'm now a foreigner in this country..
There were a lot of people checking into the country but no one was rushing. And people were mainly polite. i forgot to check with my friend where i will be staying and the lady at the counter was not pleased.-_- niweis..forgot to tell u bout the journey...the flight attendants were obnoxious. As tho we paid them peanuts..hmm..maybe we paid the company peanuts but i dun think they r being paid peanuts.hahaha...the seats were just nice for me. Not enough to move much and 1 nose-high-up flight attendant din't pass me an immigration card...-_-do i look like an Australian to you??well...if u think so, i am flattered^_^
I waited for my friend to pick me up and finally she came with a white Nissan Tiida(?)^_^ yippee...my phone has international roaming so i was like calling ppl...hey!yo!i'm in australia yo!catch ya laters..=P
Me friend and i drove randomly to this shopping place in Harbour park where we had breakfast.the first place i went was the supermarket...i was like...in awe...cos there were lots and lots of food!!!!!hahahahha...i bought chips and juices and can you believe it???no 100plus drink and the weather was soooooooo hot...it wasn't humid but hot!thirsty all the time...i dunno why, when i ordered breakfast..the lady gave me 2 bacon and egg rolls-_- do i look like i can eat a lot???anyways...after that we went to the beach!but...i...din't swim cos ...wasn't planning too...niweis...
so DOUBLE ANOINTING rite...after beach we went to Harbourtown...oh myyyyyyy gooooooosssssshhhhhh!soooooooo cheeeeeeeaaaaaaaapppp...well in AUD lar...imagine getting a pair of jean for only 40bucks!!with a belt somemore!and i got a top for only 5 bucks!!!nice wan k...no play play..since it was such a hot day...i decided to indulge in another fruit smoothies...i ordered a regular Melon Madness...comes with watermelon and rockmelon n etc..the lady looking like she couldn't understand me..came back to me after 3 mins and said..'sorry(with the Australian accent)we don't have any rock melon...-_-right..so i..smiled and said its ok...then after 3 mins..she said 5.45 please...and then she gave me large fruit smoothies..oh...i tot i ordered a regular and paid for a regular and got a large!!wooohoooo...^_^ double anointing day..1st with the bacon roll and now smoothies...i think i'm gonna look real well fed when i go back malaysia...
hehehehehehe...
The moment i stepped down from the plane, it looks the same..like i never left Malaysia but the people were different...there were ang mos directing the people to the terminal and lugging our bags from the plane...wow..the sky is still the same..but the people made the difference...i'm now a foreigner in this country..
There were a lot of people checking into the country but no one was rushing. And people were mainly polite. i forgot to check with my friend where i will be staying and the lady at the counter was not pleased.-_- niweis..forgot to tell u bout the journey...the flight attendants were obnoxious. As tho we paid them peanuts..hmm..maybe we paid the company peanuts but i dun think they r being paid peanuts.hahaha...the seats were just nice for me. Not enough to move much and 1 nose-high-up flight attendant din't pass me an immigration card...-_-do i look like an Australian to you??well...if u think so, i am flattered^_^
I waited for my friend to pick me up and finally she came with a white Nissan Tiida(?)^_^ yippee...my phone has international roaming so i was like calling ppl...hey!yo!i'm in australia yo!catch ya laters..=P
Me friend and i drove randomly to this shopping place in Harbour park where we had breakfast.the first place i went was the supermarket...i was like...in awe...cos there were lots and lots of food!!!!!hahahahha...i bought chips and juices and can you believe it???no 100plus drink and the weather was soooooooo hot...it wasn't humid but hot!thirsty all the time...i dunno why, when i ordered breakfast..the lady gave me 2 bacon and egg rolls-_- do i look like i can eat a lot???anyways...after that we went to the beach!but...i...din't swim cos ...wasn't planning too...niweis...
so DOUBLE ANOINTING rite...after beach we went to Harbourtown...oh myyyyyyy gooooooosssssshhhhhh!soooooooo cheeeeeeeaaaaaaaapppp...well in AUD lar...imagine getting a pair of jean for only 40bucks!!with a belt somemore!and i got a top for only 5 bucks!!!nice wan k...no play play..since it was such a hot day...i decided to indulge in another fruit smoothies...i ordered a regular Melon Madness...comes with watermelon and rockmelon n etc..the lady looking like she couldn't understand me..came back to me after 3 mins and said..'sorry(with the Australian accent)we don't have any rock melon...-_-right..so i..smiled and said its ok...then after 3 mins..she said 5.45 please...and then she gave me large fruit smoothies..oh...i tot i ordered a regular and paid for a regular and got a large!!wooohoooo...^_^ double anointing day..1st with the bacon roll and now smoothies...i think i'm gonna look real well fed when i go back malaysia...
hehehehehehe...
Wednesday, November 12, 2008
Its been a while...
wow...been a long while since my last entry..my aim was to write at least 1 post a week and look at me...only 1 post a month now...haha..yes..been in the new job for almost 3 months now...
it has been like a honeymoon for 2.5 months and just this week, i started getting some real work to do!!woohoo...i've been complaining for not having any work to do...well...that's cos i realized i din't know how to do self-learning...cos my company is so web-based that everything u need is online. So i came to my senses and tried to make myself read the guidelines online. i tell you..i feel so guilty for reading cos its like you're not working...so...like...gaji buta...
anyways...i just wanna share 2 events that happened recently and...rant about it..yeah...that's right..
AYA awards nite @KLPAC!
This time i was involved with the choir called the AYA choir led by Mia P. herself!woohoo...good learning experience...tiring as well cos commitment to go for practice every Wednesday nite...and considering i already have my hands full with church band...wasn't keen on joining for long term..oh well..i dunno what i will do. I just dun wanna do things halfway...and i guess the more i say that, the more i will do it...and i wanna make sure i have enough passion to last me thru the tough times...cos there are days when i really really wanted to ponteng practice but i din't...cos people like Kamini and Tessie really...made it enjoyable..and Pris and Jess and Mich and Carol...just about everyone that i know( i still dunno a lot of ppl there).
So we sounded really horrible until that day itself when we are to performed.wow...the acoustic in the room in KLPAC does make a difference cos we sounded so good when we practiced.
overall i think we did good...we still made a mistake at that particular part but they say no one will notice cos it will be their 1st time listening to it..haha..well..i do hope they din't hear the mistake!
pictures please...
oh..so lazy now...can i do it tmr?wanna sleep dy
next up:
Hon Mun's wedding...
well...this guy was my classmate in high school...in form 4 and 5.he looked real boyish and a bit nerdy and a bit too serious when it comes to studying...i find him a little weird...just being honest here...but wow...10 years later..now attending his wedding and he's married to a beautiful wife...i think she looks beautiful and he's been with her for 7 or 8 years b4 he proposed...not bad at all..that this guy can love someone for so long...and last till marriage.
besides that, i finally saw some of my schoolmates and classmates at the dinenr and its so nice to see them again..most have grown fatter and mature while 1 or 2 of them maintained. some have grown prettier..ahem..and more beautiful..ahem ahem...more handsome...or more pimples...ehhehe...and most are attached either married or with a gf/bf.gosh...i felt a bit..funny...haha..not pressured...just kinda wish i ahve a friend to talk to...and i guess i will only feel that when in a wedding with ppl i hardly talked to and just not like my good friends kinda thing...
like for my friends wedding in sept...i had such a great time even though no pratner to bring cos i have a good friend to talk to and share my tots with...soemone i haven't seen for so long..
soon...
it has been like a honeymoon for 2.5 months and just this week, i started getting some real work to do!!woohoo...i've been complaining for not having any work to do...well...that's cos i realized i din't know how to do self-learning...cos my company is so web-based that everything u need is online. So i came to my senses and tried to make myself read the guidelines online. i tell you..i feel so guilty for reading cos its like you're not working...so...like...gaji buta...
anyways...i just wanna share 2 events that happened recently and...rant about it..yeah...that's right..
AYA awards nite @KLPAC!
This time i was involved with the choir called the AYA choir led by Mia P. herself!woohoo...good learning experience...tiring as well cos commitment to go for practice every Wednesday nite...and considering i already have my hands full with church band...wasn't keen on joining for long term..oh well..i dunno what i will do. I just dun wanna do things halfway...and i guess the more i say that, the more i will do it...and i wanna make sure i have enough passion to last me thru the tough times...cos there are days when i really really wanted to ponteng practice but i din't...cos people like Kamini and Tessie really...made it enjoyable..and Pris and Jess and Mich and Carol...just about everyone that i know( i still dunno a lot of ppl there).
So we sounded really horrible until that day itself when we are to performed.wow...the acoustic in the room in KLPAC does make a difference cos we sounded so good when we practiced.
overall i think we did good...we still made a mistake at that particular part but they say no one will notice cos it will be their 1st time listening to it..haha..well..i do hope they din't hear the mistake!
pictures please...
oh..so lazy now...can i do it tmr?wanna sleep dy
next up:
Hon Mun's wedding...
well...this guy was my classmate in high school...in form 4 and 5.he looked real boyish and a bit nerdy and a bit too serious when it comes to studying...i find him a little weird...just being honest here...but wow...10 years later..now attending his wedding and he's married to a beautiful wife...i think she looks beautiful and he's been with her for 7 or 8 years b4 he proposed...not bad at all..that this guy can love someone for so long...and last till marriage.
besides that, i finally saw some of my schoolmates and classmates at the dinenr and its so nice to see them again..most have grown fatter and mature while 1 or 2 of them maintained. some have grown prettier..ahem..and more beautiful..ahem ahem...more handsome...or more pimples...ehhehe...and most are attached either married or with a gf/bf.gosh...i felt a bit..funny...haha..not pressured...just kinda wish i ahve a friend to talk to...and i guess i will only feel that when in a wedding with ppl i hardly talked to and just not like my good friends kinda thing...
like for my friends wedding in sept...i had such a great time even though no pratner to bring cos i have a good friend to talk to and share my tots with...soemone i haven't seen for so long..
Friday, October 10, 2008
Baby full moon party...
aaaaaaaahh...its been such a looooong time since i last pampered myself...used the face mask and body scrub...feels so cleannn...i'm so ready to sleep now...
just got back from my friend's baby full moon party...wah..so much food to eat!satay, fried sotong, fish, chicken, squid, ice kacang, kuih, fruits, soya bean, orange juice...the variety is awesome..its like attending a Chinese wedding kenduri...so glad i din't stuff myself after lunch tho i had craving for KFC and McDs...hahaha...
This week has been good.God redeemed me in my workplace...-_-' and there were a few things that happened as well and if i have the time(and mood), i will share it here..
aiya...my blog look quite boring ler...i wonder how i can make it more fresh using autumn colors...hmmm...let me try...
just got back from my friend's baby full moon party...wah..so much food to eat!satay, fried sotong, fish, chicken, squid, ice kacang, kuih, fruits, soya bean, orange juice...the variety is awesome..its like attending a Chinese wedding kenduri...so glad i din't stuff myself after lunch tho i had craving for KFC and McDs...hahaha...
This week has been good.God redeemed me in my workplace...-_-' and there were a few things that happened as well and if i have the time(and mood), i will share it here..
aiya...my blog look quite boring ler...i wonder how i can make it more fresh using autumn colors...hmmm...let me try...
Saturday, October 4, 2008
Raya time again...
had a really busy week...attending dinners and lunches here and there =P Thank God for good friends...haha...there was 1 particular group of friends who were really cute...wanted to surprise me on my birthday eve but i wasn't home!HAHAHAHAHA...niweis...thanks guys and gal for your effort...it was really really sweet of you...^_^i'll make sure i be home the next time..hahaha..
Finally its the weekends again...after working for 2 days and resting for 2 days cos it was Raya...today felt like Mon...but the road was super clearrrrr...if only everyday is like this...wah..so happy...haha
i went hiking on the 1st day of Raya at Hulu Langat near the mountain called Gunung Nuang..hiked for bout 1.5 hours and we got to the waterfall...the water was super cold but it was refreshing. Especially after threading through the forest and getting all worked out over little leeches threatening to suck my blood...which i praise God that i din't get any bloody bites on my leg...you see..i din't prepare myself mentally and physically..i tot it was a stroll to the waterfall so i brought only my slip on shoes.WITH NO SOCKS!!!more skin area for them to cling on!!!-_-
but i felt somehow that i won't get any bites on my leg. I guess it was God reassuring me that i will be ok...no leeches would suck on my legs that day. And i seriously din't have any leech bites. there were 2 that stuck onto my leg at diff time but in my panic moments, i pulled them and sweeped them off my leg.
After a nice cool dip in the waterfall and taking a nap on the log above the water...it was time to go for a feast. So we ran ...almost ran down the hiking path rushing to reach our cars first so that we can enjoy the delicious Lam Mee which eventually we din't manage to eat cos the shop close dy...its ok...still, it was adventurous=) I find myself getting old and grumpy about this kinda hikes...not as enthusiastic as i used to be and liked to be...does this come with age? then again, age is a matter of mind, if you don't mind, it doesn't matter. And i think its true because if you put your mind to it that you can do it, you can.
After such a wonderful day, the next day i decided to be homey...cooked pasta...***roll eyes*** like duh...never cooked for a thousand years and suddenly am polishing my housewifey skills...rite..i hope my future husband will cook better than me cos...its nice.hahahaha...
Then today i had such a busy day...but worse of all, i made some lives suffer today...cos i slacked so much earlier that i din't do or finish my work well...-_-utterly disappointed with myself...but, am not gonna live in this misery...i only hope that i won't be like my senior next time.seriously...no way.
Well,looks like i can't keep my eye lids open anymore...i shall retire once more. cheh wahh...rhymes wor...^_^
i wanted to talk about dependency on God for the best in my life...having an expectation to gain or not to have shows how much you trust God and yourself...if u didn't have it, would u still love Him?
i pray so........tho i have once been tested...i hope i can still stand strong despite it all...
Finally its the weekends again...after working for 2 days and resting for 2 days cos it was Raya...today felt like Mon...but the road was super clearrrrr...if only everyday is like this...wah..so happy...haha
i went hiking on the 1st day of Raya at Hulu Langat near the mountain called Gunung Nuang..hiked for bout 1.5 hours and we got to the waterfall...the water was super cold but it was refreshing. Especially after threading through the forest and getting all worked out over little leeches threatening to suck my blood...which i praise God that i din't get any bloody bites on my leg...you see..i din't prepare myself mentally and physically..i tot it was a stroll to the waterfall so i brought only my slip on shoes.WITH NO SOCKS!!!more skin area for them to cling on!!!-_-
but i felt somehow that i won't get any bites on my leg. I guess it was God reassuring me that i will be ok...no leeches would suck on my legs that day. And i seriously din't have any leech bites. there were 2 that stuck onto my leg at diff time but in my panic moments, i pulled them and sweeped them off my leg.
After a nice cool dip in the waterfall and taking a nap on the log above the water...it was time to go for a feast. So we ran ...almost ran down the hiking path rushing to reach our cars first so that we can enjoy the delicious Lam Mee which eventually we din't manage to eat cos the shop close dy...its ok...still, it was adventurous=) I find myself getting old and grumpy about this kinda hikes...not as enthusiastic as i used to be and liked to be...does this come with age? then again, age is a matter of mind, if you don't mind, it doesn't matter. And i think its true because if you put your mind to it that you can do it, you can.
After such a wonderful day, the next day i decided to be homey...cooked pasta...***roll eyes*** like duh...never cooked for a thousand years and suddenly am polishing my housewifey skills...rite..i hope my future husband will cook better than me cos...its nice.hahahaha...
Then today i had such a busy day...but worse of all, i made some lives suffer today...cos i slacked so much earlier that i din't do or finish my work well...-_-utterly disappointed with myself...but, am not gonna live in this misery...i only hope that i won't be like my senior next time.seriously...no way.
Well,looks like i can't keep my eye lids open anymore...i shall retire once more. cheh wahh...rhymes wor...^_^
i wanted to talk about dependency on God for the best in my life...having an expectation to gain or not to have shows how much you trust God and yourself...if u didn't have it, would u still love Him?
i pray so........tho i have once been tested...i hope i can still stand strong despite it all...
Saturday, September 27, 2008
Feels like the 23rd everyday...
yeap...23...i'm still 23...plus...x no of years. nah...it was my birthday this Tues...the celebration started on Mon nite...my dear friend from Aus came down to KL for our friend's wedding. so she decided to belanja me dinner on Mon nite...of all things, i asked for banana leaf rice in Bangsar....*roll my eyes* ppl earning 3 times more than me and i asked for banana leaf rice...hahaha...i began to realize that as i grow older and ahem wiser, i'm not so excited about eating really expensive food for my birthday but it is the friendship and time spent with friends that i treasure more. So even if u were to take me to mamak for my birthday, i think i can accept that because it takes more effort for u to take some of your precious time to spend with me than the price of the food=) gosh...i can't believe i said that but i still enjoy expensive food ok...like Jogoya, Italiannies, La bodega, Dome...Pizza Uno...Las Carretas, Sakae Sushi and more...
i really appreciate the effort and time taken by friends to just come together to celebrate my birthday...there was one group of friends who were really cute...they gave me a bunch of yellow gerberas AND St Ives products AND nail polish AND masks AND er...i forgot..but it was kinda cute cos its the FIRST time i got so many little gifts in ONE gift.so so cute...and of course, my friends are cute too..er...some may beg to differ=)
On my actual birthday day...i got a cake in church after prayer service!=) so nice...made by ElaineP's mom...sooo sooo nice...i've always enjoy cake baked with love.hahaha...and on Mon nite i had a karaoke session that was recorded...
do visit this website for more info cos this friend was so rajin...blogged it for me dy..haha..
www.andr3wz.blogspot.com
*please be aware of horrible sounding noises coming from this post.*
*and not for circulation!!!!!For your eyes and ears only!!!!!*
i really appreciate the effort and time taken by friends to just come together to celebrate my birthday...there was one group of friends who were really cute...they gave me a bunch of yellow gerberas AND St Ives products AND nail polish AND masks AND er...i forgot..but it was kinda cute cos its the FIRST time i got so many little gifts in ONE gift.so so cute...and of course, my friends are cute too..er...some may beg to differ=)
On my actual birthday day...i got a cake in church after prayer service!=) so nice...made by ElaineP's mom...sooo sooo nice...i've always enjoy cake baked with love.hahaha...and on Mon nite i had a karaoke session that was recorded...
do visit this website for more info cos this friend was so rajin...blogged it for me dy..haha..
www.andr3wz.blogspot.com
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Wednesday, September 17, 2008
What an un_**********
Unproductive was the word...and having a bad hair cut coupled with unsatisfactory color certainly didn't make my day yesterday...and today...i had it ALL PLANNED out but.......it didn't work the way i wanted it to be! and i'm soooo soooo grumpy now...
hmmmmpphhh....dunno wat to say dy...wanna schleep...zzzzzzzz
at least i planned to sleep around 3 something....i can still do it...okok...ciaoz
hmmmmpphhh....dunno wat to say dy...wanna schleep...zzzzzzzz
at least i planned to sleep around 3 something....i can still do it...okok...ciaoz
Thursday, September 11, 2008
As a matter of fact...
Death always brings life into the right perspective...death is the end of the journey in this world..in this earth...Whatever you've decided to become, whatever you've decided not to change cannot be undone once u cross the finish line. I think it doesn't happen at just after the finish line but at the last few steps before you cross it, you already cannot undo or redo what you did a few steps before those last few steps. Imagine you're lying helpless on the hospital bed or just before you go into comatose condition...still alive..still haven't crossed the finishing line...but still...cannot do anything...can't tell your loved one that they mean so much to you and that you love them. probably you can hear them but being unable to say back 'l love you too' or 'i'm sorry'...
i don't know what i'm trying to get into...a relective mode or trying to be wise?
I wished i could undo some of the things that i had decided to do...i wished i had visited my aunt during Chinese New Year before she passed away...i wish i could've a closer relationship with my relatives..i wish we could've just be a family without having to bicker bout how much you owe me or him or her or how unscrupulous they are...i wish i knew my cousins more and we would be closer than what we are now...the one thing i wished perhaps was that i could be a child again..to be able to play with my cousins with such carefree spirit and having that close family ties with them....i missed those days when i can play video games with my cousins, eat durians together, have dinner together..of course there was probably no depth to the relationship but i feel part of the bigger family...i feel belonged.
Time has passed by quickly and we're now adults...with nothing much in common..and prolly nothing much to say the next time we see each other...not wanting-to-be-here-but-have-to-be kinda vibes that will be sent out or perhaps i just think too much and too negatively...
i wonder how should i feel when i get to the funeral place..one thing i know, i don't feel anything much now...and i wonder if there is something wrong with me...have i become so cold-hearted tha i shield my heart from anything that may hurt it?
God help me..i dun wanna do any rituals or things that are not right before You...i think i may need my heart mended too...so 2 in 1...hehe...
i don't know what i'm trying to get into...a relective mode or trying to be wise?
I wished i could undo some of the things that i had decided to do...i wished i had visited my aunt during Chinese New Year before she passed away...i wish i could've a closer relationship with my relatives..i wish we could've just be a family without having to bicker bout how much you owe me or him or her or how unscrupulous they are...i wish i knew my cousins more and we would be closer than what we are now...the one thing i wished perhaps was that i could be a child again..to be able to play with my cousins with such carefree spirit and having that close family ties with them....i missed those days when i can play video games with my cousins, eat durians together, have dinner together..of course there was probably no depth to the relationship but i feel part of the bigger family...i feel belonged.
Time has passed by quickly and we're now adults...with nothing much in common..and prolly nothing much to say the next time we see each other...not wanting-to-be-here-but-have-to-be kinda vibes that will be sent out or perhaps i just think too much and too negatively...
i wonder how should i feel when i get to the funeral place..one thing i know, i don't feel anything much now...and i wonder if there is something wrong with me...have i become so cold-hearted tha i shield my heart from anything that may hurt it?
God help me..i dun wanna do any rituals or things that are not right before You...i think i may need my heart mended too...so 2 in 1...hehe...
Thursday, September 4, 2008
Amidst the joyful celebration...
Sometimes, i wonder why did God allow Ishmels to be born...?i mean Abraham knew that he was gonna get a son from his own body rite...and that God promised him so...so while waiting for Isaac to be born, it was a joyful news to know that he's gonna have a son and the anticipation...must've been quite exciting...and then there was the wait...and amidst the joyful celebration, Ishmels were made or had already been made...and sometimes when the real Isaac comes, wat do we do to Ishmels?can't throw him out since he's also Abraham's flesh...just like the things we started..it produced something...but when the real thing comes...i find myself in a dilemma...wat am i to do with that?its not a bad thing...but its not wat i want...i've got wat i want but only after i got Ishmel...
sigh...but i also know that God can and will make Ishmel a great nation...just that...maybe..it won't be so good in the future...like how it is now with Isaac and Ishmel now..and perhaps..i need to sacrifice Ishmel...
emo kan...
sigh...but i also know that God can and will make Ishmel a great nation...just that...maybe..it won't be so good in the future...like how it is now with Isaac and Ishmel now..and perhaps..i need to sacrifice Ishmel...
emo kan...
Tuesday, September 2, 2008
wu_fen_pu...
that is like the best place to be for shopping!!!i love that place!!!all kinda clothes from as low as Rm12...erm...actually its pretty much RM12 only...all types of baju....from korea, jap, taiwan style...woohooo...
After our exam on Sat afternoon, we took like load of pic and then went to Wu Fen Pu for shopping...i bought like so many tops for only Rm12-25 each...couldn't find cheap and great looking shoes but then again, i din't manage to walk the whole of that place.
let me show u an 'expired' drink that they served us during lunch!!
check out the date..its year 97...that's like 11 years ago...
but i'm doing fine...dint' have diarrhea after drinking that..
oklar...in Taiwan, some of the places still uses the Chinese calender system so year 2008 is actually a Western date...ahh...which means the drink will expire in sept or dec..depeneds when they put the month like mm/dd or dd/mm.cools???
yeah so for tricks only...
so tired now....i think i can imagine myself in Taipei...hehehehehehe...
so tired now....i think i can imagine myself in Taipei...hehehehehehe...
Wednesday, August 27, 2008
Brand new place...
With photos as promised...=)
in the office...
lunch on Wednesday...
where i sit with my own name card...
MY.HK.MY...in Ximen...
Colleagues from HK...Kunyang station goin to Ximen...
been here since Sunday..weather has been good...have been goin for classes for 3 days now and so far been to Ximen Ding...nothing nice there.perhaps not a good place to shop but i managed to try the Taiwanese sausage, fried chicken, fried oyster, bubble milk tea and ice cream and smelly tofu which was steamed....it smelt awful but texture wise is good.
On tues nite, 2 new friends and myself went to Wu Fen Pu....now that's what i call real shopping!!!there were so many shops to go to...oh my goodness...suddenly feel so recharged after a whole day of training and learning about informed consent...-_-hehe..nolar..actually feel tired but suddenly got alittle more energy to walk around...bought 6 pieces of tops...oh man...its aobut RM 25 per piece...now i'm targeting shoes and snacks and food and bags.
but will do all these after exam on Sat.
lunch lunch was provided by the company...1st day was Subway meatballs, Tues was curry chicken rice...more like Katsu don style and today was vietnamese beef noodles. they have lots of veges which is good...hehe...dinner was some taiwanese kinda food...yeah...so...fun...and i'm actually quite excited bout starting to work as a CRA...i hope i get to visit Hong Kong as i got to know 2 friends from there and 1 of them is a Christian!woohoo.....
gotta go back to studying...will try to post up some pics..now lazy to download..
btw, if i come back speaking English a bit funny...be entertained...haha...cos ppl here have heavy accent.
one more observation...the sun sets at 6.30pm here and rises at 5.30am...its weird...cos it seems dark for real long time..haha but i like the part where the sun rises up early cos it helps me wake up...haha
Friday, August 22, 2008
Its Thurs dy...
ohhhh myyy gooodddnnneeessss....i've missed out on 2 days and today will be another miss out...gosh..i've never been so busy in my whole life..yes..till this age...every night reaching home at 11-12ish midnight...and now i'm having a headache..and i haven't packed my bags for training this Sunday...aaaaaaaahhhh
help me God!!
and i'm still online...so duh...
today i bought a huge Secret Recipe cake called Yogurt Cheese for my dept. They finished the whole cake while i only had a small slice...LML was really nice and bought me a piece of Durian Cheese cake...wah...so rich and heaty leh....maybe that's wat is causing my headache now..
then after work today i went to my new office to collect me laptop...for work purpose lar...and car sticker and pass and pass...while the lady was explaining how to access this and that...i felt super super weird..not cause i was tired and sleepy but because i felt like i'm being 'owned' by 2 companies...i was trying to absorb all the information she gave me while at the same time i was thinking my last day is coming in 2 days time and how i need to go home now to rest so that i can work better the next day...of course...i din't go home and rest...i went for Revolution COnference!!PARTY! met up with Qing L and Kathl and really really wanted to take them out for supper but i'm pretty much washed out then...
supposed to practice more for dance but thank God..it was cut short...i can't take it anymore...gotta sleep......zzzzzzz
help me God!!
and i'm still online...so duh...
today i bought a huge Secret Recipe cake called Yogurt Cheese for my dept. They finished the whole cake while i only had a small slice...LML was really nice and bought me a piece of Durian Cheese cake...wah...so rich and heaty leh....maybe that's wat is causing my headache now..
then after work today i went to my new office to collect me laptop...for work purpose lar...and car sticker and pass and pass...while the lady was explaining how to access this and that...i felt super super weird..not cause i was tired and sleepy but because i felt like i'm being 'owned' by 2 companies...i was trying to absorb all the information she gave me while at the same time i was thinking my last day is coming in 2 days time and how i need to go home now to rest so that i can work better the next day...of course...i din't go home and rest...i went for Revolution COnference!!PARTY! met up with Qing L and Kathl and really really wanted to take them out for supper but i'm pretty much washed out then...
supposed to practice more for dance but thank God..it was cut short...i can't take it anymore...gotta sleep......zzzzzzz
Monday, August 18, 2008
Last Mon of this week...
I told myself that i'm gonna blog everyday about how i spend my last days in SJMC...now that i'm hungry, i'm gonna make this short..i had tosai for breakfast, courtesy from my dad who was very rajin to go out and buy back breakfast.i left my house kinda late today but amazingly i reached my office carpark in less than 15 mins!gasppp**this is a wonderful start to my day...lovely Elaine decided to take me out for a farewell lunch today!woohoo..i love goin out for lunch...and she also called 2 other friends along...it was a nice lunch.
Work was as usual and thankfully not many patients..i met an aquaintance when i was in ICU after grudgingly sent a patient back there...and found out that she stays nearby my house. i offered to give her a lift home and invited her to our YWA event...alamak!i forgot to bring home a flyer for her...i was supposed to also give Moses a lift to church but i totally forgot about him as i was driving towards the roundabout. My new friend then asked,'eh...wat bout your friend that you're supposed to pick up?where are u going to pick him up?' I gasped loudly as though something bad has happened. but...no worries, still can make a turn to pick him up, i said. Then i had dinner at home and found that i have more than enough time to reach church on time for dance and choir practice...wow..i guess when one does God's work...you'll find that u have more than enough time for other things as well...so coooollll...
now i'm still hungry and gonna finish up my last doughnut from J.Co. adn dream about shopping in Taiwan...sigh....lovely...
Work was as usual and thankfully not many patients..i met an aquaintance when i was in ICU after grudgingly sent a patient back there...and found out that she stays nearby my house. i offered to give her a lift home and invited her to our YWA event...alamak!i forgot to bring home a flyer for her...i was supposed to also give Moses a lift to church but i totally forgot about him as i was driving towards the roundabout. My new friend then asked,'eh...wat bout your friend that you're supposed to pick up?where are u going to pick him up?' I gasped loudly as though something bad has happened. but...no worries, still can make a turn to pick him up, i said. Then i had dinner at home and found that i have more than enough time to reach church on time for dance and choir practice...wow..i guess when one does God's work...you'll find that u have more than enough time for other things as well...so coooollll...
now i'm still hungry and gonna finish up my last doughnut from J.Co. adn dream about shopping in Taiwan...sigh....lovely...
Wednesday, August 6, 2008
Of all cramps...
My butt muscles decided to rebel against me last nite...they formed a really tight line somewhere beneath all my butt fats down to my left leg to rebel against me making them work so hard for 1 night...u see..i made them make me jump and land and jump up again and support my whole weight on just 1 leg...they protested for 5 minutes...then my knees tried to start a protest too but it backfired on them cos i only made them do a short but hard work. Then my back muscles threatened me that if i bend them any more than they are normally...they will also start a protest.
sigh...of all cramps..dun ever get your butt muscles angry cos...they hit u real hard till u sweat and u can't even scream to relieve the pain and u have to cringe for 5 minutes...that's hard work...
sigh...of all cramps..dun ever get your butt muscles angry cos...they hit u real hard till u sweat and u can't even scream to relieve the pain and u have to cringe for 5 minutes...that's hard work...
Saturday, August 2, 2008
The day comes...
It finally came...the day to leave this place and move on to something else. Been seeking for a new job for since a year and 7 months ago..always knew the day would come but didn't know when.
It was sudden, just a little surprised, joyful...then reality sets in...so many details to worry about but i'm continuing to put my trust in the Almighty One, Prince of Peace, Lord of Lords, Jehovah Jireh..reminding myself daily...do not worry.
i've actually started preparing myself mentally that i won't be in my current workplace for long.there's nothing majorly wrong with my department, different work culture but i will miss the people greatly...they accepted me for who i am with my bad temper and i dunno-wat-else...i have always told myself to give my best at work and not slack or get involve in any gossips. These people have become like a family to me, i can always count on them at work and i've always loved goin to their houses for Hari Raya celebrations and eating all the cookies they brought during festive seasons and some of the doctors have become like friends to us and it makes work really fun because we all have 1 common goal ie to give the patients our best services and right diagnosis for right treatment. Though sometimes when we are busy and we get on each other's nerves, there was never any hard feelings that developed(for me lar...) and some of them are so passionate about their job tho it may just be simple clerical work but they do their best and treat every patient with care, their passion inspire me when i feel discouraged.
The frontliners-Kak Salbiah, Nadiah, Azu, Rusman
The 'techies'-Kak Saly, Nor, Mages, Malar, Jun
The 'technoes'-Bel, LML, Wan, Johnson, Suhaimi, Ayu
The audiologists-Dalila, Razuan
The heads-Amy, Boss(Othman Black)
as for the new job, i'm looking forward to it...i dunno wat it'll bring...will the people be as nice as my current colleagues or nicer?i have a very very nice and lenient boss who allows me to slack whenever i want.and prolly gave me such a good appraisal that i got a good increment.
Praise God for blessing me with all these good things...giving me favour with my bosses..
will blog again when i start working...
so much worries...in my head..but i gotta do this..i gotta go...and try cos i dun wanna live not knowing wat would happen if i didn't try...
It was sudden, just a little surprised, joyful...then reality sets in...so many details to worry about but i'm continuing to put my trust in the Almighty One, Prince of Peace, Lord of Lords, Jehovah Jireh..reminding myself daily...do not worry.
i've actually started preparing myself mentally that i won't be in my current workplace for long.there's nothing majorly wrong with my department, different work culture but i will miss the people greatly...they accepted me for who i am with my bad temper and i dunno-wat-else...i have always told myself to give my best at work and not slack or get involve in any gossips. These people have become like a family to me, i can always count on them at work and i've always loved goin to their houses for Hari Raya celebrations and eating all the cookies they brought during festive seasons and some of the doctors have become like friends to us and it makes work really fun because we all have 1 common goal ie to give the patients our best services and right diagnosis for right treatment. Though sometimes when we are busy and we get on each other's nerves, there was never any hard feelings that developed(for me lar...) and some of them are so passionate about their job tho it may just be simple clerical work but they do their best and treat every patient with care, their passion inspire me when i feel discouraged.
The frontliners-Kak Salbiah, Nadiah, Azu, Rusman
The 'techies'-Kak Saly, Nor, Mages, Malar, Jun
The 'technoes'-Bel, LML, Wan, Johnson, Suhaimi, Ayu
The audiologists-Dalila, Razuan
The heads-Amy, Boss(Othman Black)
as for the new job, i'm looking forward to it...i dunno wat it'll bring...will the people be as nice as my current colleagues or nicer?i have a very very nice and lenient boss who allows me to slack whenever i want.and prolly gave me such a good appraisal that i got a good increment.
Praise God for blessing me with all these good things...giving me favour with my bosses..
will blog again when i start working...
so much worries...in my head..but i gotta do this..i gotta go...and try cos i dun wanna live not knowing wat would happen if i didn't try...
Wednesday, July 16, 2008
Hunk_ology
Hunkology a term coined by Mich G...is a study on hunks. As blue moon appears once in a blue moon, so today i met 2 hunks on the same day. one C and another I. The first C i've ever met that has really hunky looks..like those models u see on the runway or magazine. I don't think he's model.He was dressed rather chee-na and at 1st glance, prolly won't take a second look cos of his dressing, but he was patient so i had to look at him. He's tall and had broad shoulders.really nice..if u make him up a bit, ready to take those model shoots dy!!okok...he's quite tan as well..and talked a bit chee-na. oh well...these are the kind of C hunks that dunno they look good.hahahahaha..
another hunk for our topic today is an I hunk.quite thin but has sharp features. like from bollywood type...not really dark skinned and looks better than Shahrukhkhan...hehe...tall as well. hmmm...from India..serious..
oklar...enough of hunkology for today..
so class, will see you in the next blue moon.....
another hunk for our topic today is an I hunk.quite thin but has sharp features. like from bollywood type...not really dark skinned and looks better than Shahrukhkhan...hehe...tall as well. hmmm...from India..serious..
oklar...enough of hunkology for today..
so class, will see you in the next blue moon.....
Tuesday, July 15, 2008
Bub_bly...
i wanna blog...but i forgot what i wanna say...every morning when i get to work, things happened and i know wat i wan to write about but when i get home, i forget what i wanted to write about...talk about amnesia...
................................................................................i.........can't...........remember...............
oh, i was listening to Bubbly and suddenly that song became old song...it no longer has the freshness that it had for me once...its still nice to listen to but...its just another nice song...
gosh...i guess when i listen to a song, i normally associate it with how i'm feeling at the moment...when i hear too much of it, it loses its freshness to me..its the same with every song i listen to..at first..whoaa...cun song...listen to upteemth time...i'll 'tear' the song to pieces and listen to every details.....*yawn*****
whoa...i'm eloborating the eloborate...okok
stop it...
................................................................................i.........can't...........remember...............
oh, i was listening to Bubbly and suddenly that song became old song...it no longer has the freshness that it had for me once...its still nice to listen to but...its just another nice song...
gosh...i guess when i listen to a song, i normally associate it with how i'm feeling at the moment...when i hear too much of it, it loses its freshness to me..its the same with every song i listen to..at first..whoaa...cun song...listen to upteemth time...i'll 'tear' the song to pieces and listen to every details.....*yawn*****
whoa...i'm eloborating the eloborate...okok
stop it...
Monday, July 7, 2008
Morning blues...
Every Monday when i wake up, i wished i wasn't working there..i wonder why i'm still there...why haven't i move on?didn't i tell myself last week that this is not wat i wan to do?didn't i plot my escape last week?but..i'm...stilll..there...
Then on Sat, i'll be so happy to get off work and spring into my weekend mode and plans...partying like there's no tmr and thinking wat a good life i'm having...work that doesn't require me to go back or stay back after 6pm...sighhhhh...good to know i am employed. and by weekend, i don't remember how tough my week was or that Mon is coming in soon...
and then its Monday...and i get back to that vicious cycle of scolding myself for not planning my escape during the weekend and then psyche myself to working mode again ...to endure till Fri and then more pep talk to myself that i can last till Sat...i'll have Sat off..its not too bad...its coming...its gonna end soon...just hang on...a little more and it'll be Fri...a little more and it'll be Sat...
every week...everyday...i ask myself, if i do leave this job, wat shall i do?what kinda work should i get?Wat industry should i go into?how about sales?sounds good...good pay...good incentives...how bout that?how bout this?where will i go from here?wat are my passions?what do i like to do?
I DUNNO...when i think that maybe i cuold do this or that first...i never thought about the end in mind...and when i tot bout it..then i can start where i wan to start cos it won't be bring me there..
well...isin't God big enough for me?
isin't God holding my future in HIs hands now?
Why am i worrying then?...gosh...this is gonna be a leap of faith for me..
i so want to just quit my job now and don't care wat will happen next...i'm so tired of thinking of the consequences or wrong mistakes i may make...
i just want out...and i just wan God to bless my choice...-_-
but...He has a better plan for me...so...wat can i do but wait and pray and wait...for His timing and for His peace...
Then on Sat, i'll be so happy to get off work and spring into my weekend mode and plans...partying like there's no tmr and thinking wat a good life i'm having...work that doesn't require me to go back or stay back after 6pm...sighhhhh...good to know i am employed. and by weekend, i don't remember how tough my week was or that Mon is coming in soon...
and then its Monday...and i get back to that vicious cycle of scolding myself for not planning my escape during the weekend and then psyche myself to working mode again ...to endure till Fri and then more pep talk to myself that i can last till Sat...i'll have Sat off..its not too bad...its coming...its gonna end soon...just hang on...a little more and it'll be Fri...a little more and it'll be Sat...
every week...everyday...i ask myself, if i do leave this job, wat shall i do?what kinda work should i get?Wat industry should i go into?how about sales?sounds good...good pay...good incentives...how bout that?how bout this?where will i go from here?wat are my passions?what do i like to do?
I DUNNO...when i think that maybe i cuold do this or that first...i never thought about the end in mind...and when i tot bout it..then i can start where i wan to start cos it won't be bring me there..
well...isin't God big enough for me?
isin't God holding my future in HIs hands now?
Why am i worrying then?...gosh...this is gonna be a leap of faith for me..
i so want to just quit my job now and don't care wat will happen next...i'm so tired of thinking of the consequences or wrong mistakes i may make...
i just want out...and i just wan God to bless my choice...-_-
but...He has a better plan for me...so...wat can i do but wait and pray and wait...for His timing and for His peace...
Thursday, July 3, 2008
Malacca again...and back..
I went to Melaka over the weekend...4days to be exact...for a work conference called Neuroscience 2008. Was held in Renaissance. Man...i love the room that we were in. This is the first time i got a blanket that keeps me warm at nite even with the aircon on!its not the normal fleece blanket but it is cotton quilt. Its amazing...i hide under it when i sleep.like my little igloo...^_^
the swimming pool was really nice...and it was a nice place to chill out.
i'm really sleepy now..can't think anymore..nitenite...sam, you gotta start talking to me and not just get info by reading my blog!!!
the swimming pool was really nice...and it was a nice place to chill out.
i'm really sleepy now..can't think anymore..nitenite...sam, you gotta start talking to me and not just get info by reading my blog!!!
Sunday, June 22, 2008
Su_do_ku!
took me 3 working days to finish it...well..while waiting for my patients to sleep, i played Sudoku so overall timing is bout 2-3 hours over a period of 3 days..and of course i did 1 check with the answers when i got stuck..then i finished it off!woohoo..my brains are finally working again...
extracted from today's sermon...
' People from generation Y are generally tech savvy people and some maybe not and some have Savvy.'
hahaahha...funny kan???that 'woke' me up from -_-
Tuesday, June 10, 2008
Happy Father's Day..
that's wat he told me...and i tot..awww..so sweet...and he said..look your mom and i eat the 'normal' bread only...and my mom added...i will never get this kinda treatment..
sigh..i got a little annoyed and told her..u can have it too k!(don't complain!) i din't say the don't complain thing..die man...kena tampar...haha
Sunday, June 8, 2008
Cyberjaya Sunday...
I'm glad i dragged myself out of the bed to go for church service in Cyberjaya today..
well...the greater motivation wasn't to go for service cos it was raining outside my window and the pillow and bed was absolutely the best place to be at the moment..i tried reasoning with myself that i'm goin to have a long day today so sleeping in a bit and going to Subang's service would be an excuse for me to sleep in...
no..i got out of bed bcos i promised Aunty Sheilla that i would give her a ride to Cyber today-_-
and on our way there, we witnessed an accident just before the Sunway toll..there was this car on the right lane that suddenly turned left into a turning and so happen there was a car on the left lane that went straight instead of turning. The latter car wasn't on the wrong bcos no indication to turn left mar and he was almost gone past the turning dy. The 1st car was in the wrong because he made a sudden turn to the left and he had actually past the turning. niweis..i saw debris flying and the cars smashed..it was like watching a movie. but no one was hurt i think cos i din't stop to see.i got a little traumatised and then wondered if i should've stopped and tell them it was the wira's fault...sigh..i wanted to tell so that they won't get into heated argument and the insurance can pay them fast.hahaha...problem solver on the go!not...acting like one..
oooooooh...today in the UFO worship team, i noticed 75% of the musicians and singers have 'mata sepet'...hahahahahahahahahaha.......and wore specs.
well...the greater motivation wasn't to go for service cos it was raining outside my window and the pillow and bed was absolutely the best place to be at the moment..i tried reasoning with myself that i'm goin to have a long day today so sleeping in a bit and going to Subang's service would be an excuse for me to sleep in...
no..i got out of bed bcos i promised Aunty Sheilla that i would give her a ride to Cyber today-_-
and on our way there, we witnessed an accident just before the Sunway toll..there was this car on the right lane that suddenly turned left into a turning and so happen there was a car on the left lane that went straight instead of turning. The latter car wasn't on the wrong bcos no indication to turn left mar and he was almost gone past the turning dy. The 1st car was in the wrong because he made a sudden turn to the left and he had actually past the turning. niweis..i saw debris flying and the cars smashed..it was like watching a movie. but no one was hurt i think cos i din't stop to see.i got a little traumatised and then wondered if i should've stopped and tell them it was the wira's fault...sigh..i wanted to tell so that they won't get into heated argument and the insurance can pay them fast.hahaha...problem solver on the go!not...acting like one..
oooooooh...today in the UFO worship team, i noticed 75% of the musicians and singers have 'mata sepet'...hahahahahahahahahaha.......and wore specs.
Friday, June 6, 2008
Bak Chang time...
i dunno why but this is really bothering meeeeeeee....i can't get on msn!!
keeps saying Key Ports error and Host file error...but sometimes can online wor...
aiyoyo
today at work was a miracle..i wonder if it was the effect of petrol price increase...but after lunch, i had no more work and no requests from the inpatient wards besides portable EEGs..its...a miracle..we can go out of business and i take gaji buta...which is not too bad..hmmm...shorten our working time would be better...
look!this Sun is the Bak Chang eating kinda festival..i love Bak Chang..the savoury type=)
this is Nyonya bak chang..nice too.
keeps saying Key Ports error and Host file error...but sometimes can online wor...
aiyoyo
today at work was a miracle..i wonder if it was the effect of petrol price increase...but after lunch, i had no more work and no requests from the inpatient wards besides portable EEGs..its...a miracle..we can go out of business and i take gaji buta...which is not too bad..hmmm...shorten our working time would be better...
look!this Sun is the Bak Chang eating kinda festival..i love Bak Chang..the savoury type=)
this is Nyonya bak chang..nice too.
Wednesday, June 4, 2008
Absurb petrol price increase..
This is absolutely absurd!!with the petrol price increasing and then food price will increase...we might as well stay at home and inflation rate will increase!!
ok...wat's really absurd to me was that i waited 1 hour 20 mins for my turn to pump petrol tonight...@_@ it was mind boggling...i think i wasted more petrol by having my car idle for that amount of time...only to pump to fill up wat i've lost...
-_- i was so angry when people jump queue...i was thinking how to be Christian in this matter lar..let the car go 1st or just dun allow them to come into my lane..oh well..i could feel my face feeling really hot and i bet it was red...i din't allow them to jump into my lane and thank God there was this really huge truck that blocked the rest of the cars from coming cos i was in front of the truck.
sigh...thank God no accident...
the good thing i can see from this is that there'll be less wastage of the fuel as people will travel more efficiently and maybe less jam....and less cars...and better air to breathe and slower destruction of the ozone layer...hahahahahha..
a pic from my day trip to Melaka last Mon...
didn't use the flash...but really pretty flowers..
ok...wat's really absurd to me was that i waited 1 hour 20 mins for my turn to pump petrol tonight...@_@ it was mind boggling...i think i wasted more petrol by having my car idle for that amount of time...only to pump to fill up wat i've lost...
-_- i was so angry when people jump queue...i was thinking how to be Christian in this matter lar..let the car go 1st or just dun allow them to come into my lane..oh well..i could feel my face feeling really hot and i bet it was red...i din't allow them to jump into my lane and thank God there was this really huge truck that blocked the rest of the cars from coming cos i was in front of the truck.
sigh...thank God no accident...
the good thing i can see from this is that there'll be less wastage of the fuel as people will travel more efficiently and maybe less jam....and less cars...and better air to breathe and slower destruction of the ozone layer...hahahahahha..
a pic from my day trip to Melaka last Mon...
didn't use the flash...but really pretty flowers..Tuesday, June 3, 2008
counsellor-to-be...
suddenly i'm this person that people come to for advice...
how to lose weight ar???
eh...i like this person lar..wat should i do?
wat do u think about taking wedding photos?
ok...firstly, i'm flattered that they trust me enough to ask me and to hear my opinions...
and then, i'm so scared that i would give the wrong advice or watever i say does not help them in anyway...hahaha...becos i have my own standards and it doesn't mean that others can accept it...
however, i think now is the time to articulate my thoughts and my faith...becos who knows..maybe someone can be encouraged and blessed by it...
ok..sounds so cheesy.....hahaha...
goods nights...
how to lose weight ar???
eh...i like this person lar..wat should i do?
wat do u think about taking wedding photos?
ok...firstly, i'm flattered that they trust me enough to ask me and to hear my opinions...
and then, i'm so scared that i would give the wrong advice or watever i say does not help them in anyway...hahaha...becos i have my own standards and it doesn't mean that others can accept it...
however, i think now is the time to articulate my thoughts and my faith...becos who knows..maybe someone can be encouraged and blessed by it...
ok..sounds so cheesy.....hahaha...
goods nights...
Friday, May 23, 2008
Temperate,temperature and thermometer...
When i was a child, i think and speak like a child..
Thus, when i'm at work, i put on my serious 'Med Lab Tech' mask...no nonsense, you-listen-to-me, what-is-wrong-with-you-ppl!
At home, i'm 'emo girl'...-_- wat?,wat-you-want?,so-easy-also-you-dunno?,do-not-disturb.
Outside with friends,i'm 'cheerful girl!' hey-wassup-ppl!oooooooooh..so-exciting! ^_^
okok...my point is..the above lar..and having so many masks...its 'killing' me softly'. i never thought much about these things before but now, its haunting me. Who am i in church?Why am i different when i'm at work or at home?
So, i'm like the Thermometer...that watever the TEMPERATURE it is that i am in, i'm at that Tempearture.
Temperate...my temperament changes as the temperature changes....
sigh..the Bible says either be hot or cold but not lukewarm. And don't be a hypocrite. gosh..i'm trying not to be a hypocrite...to be who i really am...this is a really hard topic to address...
i just...dun wan ppl to not believe in God bcos of me and my actions...
Thus, when i'm at work, i put on my serious 'Med Lab Tech' mask...no nonsense, you-listen-to-me, what-is-wrong-with-you-ppl!
At home, i'm 'emo girl'...-_- wat?,wat-you-want?,so-easy-also-you-dunno?,do-not-disturb.
Outside with friends,i'm 'cheerful girl!' hey-wassup-ppl!oooooooooh..so-exciting! ^_^
okok...my point is..the above lar..and having so many masks...its 'killing' me softly'. i never thought much about these things before but now, its haunting me. Who am i in church?Why am i different when i'm at work or at home?
So, i'm like the Thermometer...that watever the TEMPERATURE it is that i am in, i'm at that Tempearture.
Temperate...my temperament changes as the temperature changes....
sigh..the Bible says either be hot or cold but not lukewarm. And don't be a hypocrite. gosh..i'm trying not to be a hypocrite...to be who i really am...this is a really hard topic to address...
i just...dun wan ppl to not believe in God bcos of me and my actions...
Wednesday, May 21, 2008
LIFE retreat was awesomely...good...
i've got so much to write
breaking..breaks
cycling..
at night...cool air...crazy poses..
Thursday, May 15, 2008
What makes...
What makes a guy attractive?
some say the looks..
some say the way he dressed...
some may say his career..and his talents..
i say...all the above..hahaha...
i think the confidence that he exudes and when walking in the purpose of God..i think that makes him real attractive.
ok..an example: David Cook..ok..fine..the 1st time i saw this guy on Youtube, i was told he's very handsome but i begged to differ. i din't think there was anything attractive except that he has beautiful puppy eyes..right..sarcastic..
then i saw him a few more times and still nah...not attractive. until tonight, i saw him singing being in the final 3 contestants...suddenly he looked really good to me..haha(no, i'm not desperate.)he was singing and playing his guitar to the best that he is...he's using his talent and he's doing wat he's made to do...wow..and that...makes me find him attractive. when a man becomes a man..its such a delight to look at him.
i guess its like God looking at us ..when we are walking in His way and in His purpose, God delights in us.
some say the looks..
some say the way he dressed...
some may say his career..and his talents..
i say...all the above..hahaha...
i think the confidence that he exudes and when walking in the purpose of God..i think that makes him real attractive.
ok..an example: David Cook..ok..fine..the 1st time i saw this guy on Youtube, i was told he's very handsome but i begged to differ. i din't think there was anything attractive except that he has beautiful puppy eyes..right..sarcastic..
then i saw him a few more times and still nah...not attractive. until tonight, i saw him singing being in the final 3 contestants...suddenly he looked really good to me..haha(no, i'm not desperate.)he was singing and playing his guitar to the best that he is...he's using his talent and he's doing wat he's made to do...wow..and that...makes me find him attractive. when a man becomes a man..its such a delight to look at him.
i guess its like God looking at us ..when we are walking in His way and in His purpose, God delights in us.
Saturday, May 10, 2008
May blues...
I just realized i haven't updated my blog for almost 2 weeks!!but every evening when i come back from work i'll tell myself to update my blog...many things happened. deep stuff and not so deep stuff..been tiring working.so much work. i dun wan to complain of work anymore. it's a waste of my time and energy..
i had a great time last Sunday...i went shopping in Sungei Wang!!with Yokes,Jase,Jade and Nic..wah..for once i had a budget!!
i told myself i'll only look for shoes and bags and they should fall within the RM100 budget for both. and so i went on a mission...i went into almost every store on that floor(i din't cover the whole of sg wang) until i got really frus cos i couldn't find something i like...until..i saw this white bag..hey..looks kinda cute and big..why not..ohh..the price is ok...i'll buy it...
then we went for dinner at this Chinese look restaurant in Low Yat and wow...i had a fantastic plate of duck rice and pork belly soup for less than RM10!!! then went back to shopping and bought a pair of Korean looking shoe for RM20!!!i'm like...oh mannnnnnn.....this is like Bangkok!!haha..nolar...i was very excited to see shoes so cheap and nice..
and so i went home feeling so proud of myself for spending within the RM100 budget. i've never had to restrain myself in buying things. if it looks good to me and price not too much, i am willing to fork it out tho it may mean eating cheap food for lunch till next paycheck..sigh..
in the end, bag cost 50 and shoes 20 and i bought a top for 15...so...all Rm85!!vely good ar...
of course food and parking not included.
and i went home happy...and the euphoria lasted for the next 3 days...Yokes said she enjoyed herself..that was the best thing i ever heard for that nite and i wanted to tell her that i did too but i din't...haha..
now i have this retro looking bag which i really wanna get...shucks..if i buy it, will be out of my original budget..guess have to put it off till next month..or maybe next week..hahahahahaha...
i had a great time last Sunday...i went shopping in Sungei Wang!!with Yokes,Jase,Jade and Nic..wah..for once i had a budget!!
i told myself i'll only look for shoes and bags and they should fall within the RM100 budget for both. and so i went on a mission...i went into almost every store on that floor(i din't cover the whole of sg wang) until i got really frus cos i couldn't find something i like...until..i saw this white bag..hey..looks kinda cute and big..why not..ohh..the price is ok...i'll buy it...
then we went for dinner at this Chinese look restaurant in Low Yat and wow...i had a fantastic plate of duck rice and pork belly soup for less than RM10!!! then went back to shopping and bought a pair of Korean looking shoe for RM20!!!i'm like...oh mannnnnnn.....this is like Bangkok!!haha..nolar...i was very excited to see shoes so cheap and nice..
and so i went home feeling so proud of myself for spending within the RM100 budget. i've never had to restrain myself in buying things. if it looks good to me and price not too much, i am willing to fork it out tho it may mean eating cheap food for lunch till next paycheck..sigh..
in the end, bag cost 50 and shoes 20 and i bought a top for 15...so...all Rm85!!vely good ar...
of course food and parking not included.
and i went home happy...and the euphoria lasted for the next 3 days...Yokes said she enjoyed herself..that was the best thing i ever heard for that nite and i wanted to tell her that i did too but i din't...haha..
now i have this retro looking bag which i really wanna get...shucks..if i buy it, will be out of my original budget..guess have to put it off till next month..or maybe next week..hahahahahaha...
Tuesday, April 29, 2008
Road trips..
I love road trips...just driving aimlessly or driving to some place AWAY from Subang...
i'm so glad i'm goin to Fraser's tho for a short trip...away from TV and internet and be in tune with nature...hahaha...i love the outdoors but i hate insect bites...and the rashes i get AFTER those outings...
Today as i was driving home after work, i was thinking why there are no heavy traffic in the area of Subang but 'bottlenecks' to USJ area..a few observations i made(reminds me of when i was in high school, i always wirte essays on how to reduce pollution and traffic jams.):
1) Age and career factor-The inhabitants of the Subang area are mainly older in age thus in their career, they would be senior managers or seasoned businessmen or some high ranking fellas therefore they don't have to report to duty at 8.30am in the morning.BUT the inhabitants of USJ are mainly young married couples or young working adults, basically younger in age therefore they are just starting to work and they need to report for duty at the same time everyday.
2) There are only 2 main and efficient exits OUT of USJ. Since Sunway pyramid, one U, midavally and Curve are situated ACROSS Federal highway, only 2 exits lead us there directly without having to make a big round by paying toll to get to Federal Highway.
hahaha...
i'm so glad i'm goin to Fraser's tho for a short trip...away from TV and internet and be in tune with nature...hahaha...i love the outdoors but i hate insect bites...and the rashes i get AFTER those outings...
Today as i was driving home after work, i was thinking why there are no heavy traffic in the area of Subang but 'bottlenecks' to USJ area..a few observations i made(reminds me of when i was in high school, i always wirte essays on how to reduce pollution and traffic jams.):
1) Age and career factor-The inhabitants of the Subang area are mainly older in age thus in their career, they would be senior managers or seasoned businessmen or some high ranking fellas therefore they don't have to report to duty at 8.30am in the morning.BUT the inhabitants of USJ are mainly young married couples or young working adults, basically younger in age therefore they are just starting to work and they need to report for duty at the same time everyday.
2) There are only 2 main and efficient exits OUT of USJ. Since Sunway pyramid, one U, midavally and Curve are situated ACROSS Federal highway, only 2 exits lead us there directly without having to make a big round by paying toll to get to Federal Highway.
hahaha...
Monday, April 28, 2008
what a bad day...
sigh..i seriously hate to talk about how bad my day is but i feel better when i let it out...so here goes..
i had full appointments today..can't handle anymore but somehow just when i tot my day has been planned out, comes one request to do a particular test(called EEG) for 4 freaking hours!!!i'm like NO!...din't hear me?NO! no! NO! i won't take in this patient, tho they may come from Indonesia..no room and no one to jaga the patient.before u think i'm being all nasty and a jerk by rejecting this patient who needs this test..i tell you, most of the time, they dun need it urgently(guess wat??after the EEG test they wanted to do brain scan but they couldn't do it today.So u know wat they say?we'll do it next time we come-_-!!!!!!!).and they have to come back another day anyway.and i have a million other reasons to justify my actions....
i was so angry when they say must do it today and they are willing to pay OT. so wat if u can pay, i'm NOT gonna stay back just to do this test!you think u got money so big ar??!!i have other patients who came 1st and i dun even have the time to do theirs.so after getting all worked up bout this, i felt kesian also this patient.They come all the way.and as much as i wan to accommodate them in my schedule, i really really can't. So, my boss came to me and asked why cannot do it? i told him i have other patients at hand and no one is gonna look after this patient even if i were start the recording.AND i dun wan to stay back till 10pm. So he din't force me. BUT later on, i begin to question my decision...bad move...cos my boss came and asked, 'Can you do 1 hour EEG only?no need 4 hours.' I felt my legs gave way...not really lar..but i gave in...shucks..just when i tot i wan to see wat would happen if i stand on my decision by saying No..i gave in...so i did 1 hour of EEG...and to my surprise, i finished it b4 6pm and in 1 hour.got most information i needed. Only God can help me in situations like this. cos since i gave in to 1 hour, they will ask for 2 hours lar..since u've already prepared the patient, just do 2 hours-_-..man...NO!
This is work stress.for me. different i guess from most other jobs.nonetheless stress..i don't like cos i'm the only one doing OT while everyone else leaves on time.its not fair...and i get it most of the time.sigh
in another perspective, i see God putting me in a position where i'm very much needed.sorta like anchor-lady in my lab.That is why it has been very hard for me to move into another job cos i pity my colleagues who will take on my load which is a lot. I thank God that He gave me the capacity to learn fast and work efficiently.But in this, it is also the main reason why i wasn't ready to leave earlier(and even now)bcos if i were to change industry, i would have to start all over again or in a lesser position than where i am now (meaning less money-_- but i have big financial commitments).
To make matters worse, i got home and got irritated by my mom. i guess misheard wat she says and i got really irked...super irked.
so tired thinking of wat went wrong and how it went wrong...and wat i can do to make it right..tho i know..maybe..i dun wanna do it.
maybe all these stem from lack of sleep....haha....
i had full appointments today..can't handle anymore but somehow just when i tot my day has been planned out, comes one request to do a particular test(called EEG) for 4 freaking hours!!!i'm like NO!...din't hear me?NO! no! NO! i won't take in this patient, tho they may come from Indonesia..no room and no one to jaga the patient.before u think i'm being all nasty and a jerk by rejecting this patient who needs this test..i tell you, most of the time, they dun need it urgently(guess wat??after the EEG test they wanted to do brain scan but they couldn't do it today.So u know wat they say?we'll do it next time we come-_-!!!!!!!).and they have to come back another day anyway.and i have a million other reasons to justify my actions....
i was so angry when they say must do it today and they are willing to pay OT. so wat if u can pay, i'm NOT gonna stay back just to do this test!you think u got money so big ar??!!i have other patients who came 1st and i dun even have the time to do theirs.so after getting all worked up bout this, i felt kesian also this patient.They come all the way.and as much as i wan to accommodate them in my schedule, i really really can't. So, my boss came to me and asked why cannot do it? i told him i have other patients at hand and no one is gonna look after this patient even if i were start the recording.AND i dun wan to stay back till 10pm. So he din't force me. BUT later on, i begin to question my decision...bad move...cos my boss came and asked, 'Can you do 1 hour EEG only?no need 4 hours.' I felt my legs gave way...not really lar..but i gave in...shucks..just when i tot i wan to see wat would happen if i stand on my decision by saying No..i gave in...so i did 1 hour of EEG...and to my surprise, i finished it b4 6pm and in 1 hour.got most information i needed. Only God can help me in situations like this. cos since i gave in to 1 hour, they will ask for 2 hours lar..since u've already prepared the patient, just do 2 hours-_-..man...NO!
This is work stress.for me. different i guess from most other jobs.nonetheless stress..i don't like cos i'm the only one doing OT while everyone else leaves on time.its not fair...and i get it most of the time.sigh
in another perspective, i see God putting me in a position where i'm very much needed.sorta like anchor-lady in my lab.That is why it has been very hard for me to move into another job cos i pity my colleagues who will take on my load which is a lot. I thank God that He gave me the capacity to learn fast and work efficiently.But in this, it is also the main reason why i wasn't ready to leave earlier(and even now)bcos if i were to change industry, i would have to start all over again or in a lesser position than where i am now (meaning less money-_- but i have big financial commitments).
To make matters worse, i got home and got irritated by my mom. i guess misheard wat she says and i got really irked...super irked.
so tired thinking of wat went wrong and how it went wrong...and wat i can do to make it right..tho i know..maybe..i dun wanna do it.
maybe all these stem from lack of sleep....haha....
Friday, April 25, 2008
My babies...
I have 3 babies and they are the cutest!!!.......^_^ not real life lar...
Baby#1-my green MyVi...lets call her Apple..haha..nono...joking. i took her for a car wash today...man...when i saw 4 guys handling her..my heart was like...hey!why so many ppl washing her one???!!!ok..sounds wrong but my point was..handle her with car..dun scratch my baby..they asked if i wanted to have her polished for RM80..i'm like..wat??!!so expensive!maybe another day..
Baby#2-my guitar...baby Ibanez..yeah rite..=P He's a lovely thing..been with me for 5 years now...
Baby#3-my computer!!!yes..i know...how can rite?well..only for geeks it is acceptable but an outgoing girl like me??hmpphh...no way! haha..well we were separated for 5 days..cos i sent her for repair of damages done by those stupid virus and malwares..first 3 days was fine cos i tot i was gonna have her back in 2-3 days according to the guy. but no....it stretched to 4 then 5 days then finally 6 days...oh my goodness..was supposed to arrive at 10 pm but was late so reached at 11pm...oh man...so gan cheong lar me..i told him late never mind as long as i get her back tonight....hahaha finally i got her back and found she changed a little but thank God he dint' reformate for me..just cleaned up and repaired wat needs to be repaired.he said its much more work..so..i decided to pay him the amount he requested tho it was a lot..and thank God my dad said he will pay some for me too..yay!i tot i was gonna starve for the next few days.
So, ^_^ these are my babies....my lovely babies...
Baby#1-my green MyVi...lets call her Apple..haha..nono...joking. i took her for a car wash today...man...when i saw 4 guys handling her..my heart was like...hey!why so many ppl washing her one???!!!ok..sounds wrong but my point was..handle her with car..dun scratch my baby..they asked if i wanted to have her polished for RM80..i'm like..wat??!!so expensive!maybe another day..
Baby#2-my guitar...baby Ibanez..yeah rite..=P He's a lovely thing..been with me for 5 years now...
Baby#3-my computer!!!yes..i know...how can rite?well..only for geeks it is acceptable but an outgoing girl like me??hmpphh...no way! haha..well we were separated for 5 days..cos i sent her for repair of damages done by those stupid virus and malwares..first 3 days was fine cos i tot i was gonna have her back in 2-3 days according to the guy. but no....it stretched to 4 then 5 days then finally 6 days...oh my goodness..was supposed to arrive at 10 pm but was late so reached at 11pm...oh man...so gan cheong lar me..i told him late never mind as long as i get her back tonight....hahaha finally i got her back and found she changed a little but thank God he dint' reformate for me..just cleaned up and repaired wat needs to be repaired.he said its much more work..so..i decided to pay him the amount he requested tho it was a lot..and thank God my dad said he will pay some for me too..yay!i tot i was gonna starve for the next few days.
So, ^_^ these are my babies....my lovely babies...
Monday, April 7, 2008
my brain overtime...
my brain was working overtime today...many random tots flew around..i close my eyes and all i tot of is my sucky interview...how i answered and how i should've answered..
to top of the stress, i got 'scolded' for seeing the doc during working hours...my feet were itching continuosly, so i tot i better go see the doc since its not hectic in the morning now and get some medication to relive the itchiness so that i could work better...oh no...that's not wat she thinks...work 1st see doc later or see doc early in the morning. hello???i din't even take MC k...wat the heck is wrong for me to see doc during my working hours.afternoon also working hours mar...and to think i tot of your benefit and the benefit of the lab thus i made this decision and this is wat i get....i'm like...so pissed mad.but i din't show it lar..i just said 'oh..'
i burst everything out in the pantry...i don't care dy...
u know the scariest thing is when ppl don't care about wat they say or do anymore..that's the most dangerous thing.
anyways, another person who just pissed me is some friend. dun even have the courtesy to reply my sms when asked him out for lunch. trying to save on phone bill ke?call gf ar?=P
sigh...i've decided today i'm just gonna say things out when i'm not happy with your actions or words..normally i would stop, think and judge myself b4 i judge others..but its tiring being perfect or trying to be there..i guess today i lost patience...no...i'm up to my limits. i still have patience but my patience is running dry..with regards to my job hunting as well.i'm gonna quit soon...i can't take it anymore. wat are You trying to teach me.......?
to top of the stress, i got 'scolded' for seeing the doc during working hours...my feet were itching continuosly, so i tot i better go see the doc since its not hectic in the morning now and get some medication to relive the itchiness so that i could work better...oh no...that's not wat she thinks...work 1st see doc later or see doc early in the morning. hello???i din't even take MC k...wat the heck is wrong for me to see doc during my working hours.afternoon also working hours mar...and to think i tot of your benefit and the benefit of the lab thus i made this decision and this is wat i get....i'm like...so pissed mad.but i din't show it lar..i just said 'oh..'
i burst everything out in the pantry...i don't care dy...
u know the scariest thing is when ppl don't care about wat they say or do anymore..that's the most dangerous thing.
anyways, another person who just pissed me is some friend. dun even have the courtesy to reply my sms when asked him out for lunch. trying to save on phone bill ke?call gf ar?=P
sigh...i've decided today i'm just gonna say things out when i'm not happy with your actions or words..normally i would stop, think and judge myself b4 i judge others..but its tiring being perfect or trying to be there..i guess today i lost patience...no...i'm up to my limits. i still have patience but my patience is running dry..with regards to my job hunting as well.i'm gonna quit soon...i can't take it anymore. wat are You trying to teach me.......?
Sunday, April 6, 2008
Pics@Bagan L(weeds)
2nd day while waiting for nasi lemak...pose 1st.
sunset...
fly kite!
Nadiah.me.Aish.Fadz
my arm was tired so poor baby have to cling on to me...
Adult telematch....
Lalang is also known as weeds..in B.Malaysia.
insect bites..dunno wat insect but its still itchy!!(1 week dy!)
Friday, April 4, 2008
another ranting then..
i don't have a title for this...its another ranting..now i do.haha..
i feel awful...i screwed up. nothing i can do to undone it. but i really want it.really really want it..
it was goin so well...word prophesied, prophecy came true.tot a miracle happened to have such opportunity and i just messed up the chance. the chance..wat happened?i tot i was prepared.overconfident perhaps...ppl pleaser.unconfident..upset.but wat reason do they have to think i can?none..1st impression gone down the drain.and it looks as dirty as the drain water..
why give me hope only to take it away?is this still in Your control?not harm but to prosper..ok..so i can learn from it.but i really wanted this.i wan but maybe not wat You wan for me.
i'm so messed up.God...make my heart right...heal it...mend it. i'm crushed.........
i feel awful...i screwed up. nothing i can do to undone it. but i really want it.really really want it..
it was goin so well...word prophesied, prophecy came true.tot a miracle happened to have such opportunity and i just messed up the chance. the chance..wat happened?i tot i was prepared.overconfident perhaps...ppl pleaser.unconfident..upset.but wat reason do they have to think i can?none..1st impression gone down the drain.and it looks as dirty as the drain water..
why give me hope only to take it away?is this still in Your control?not harm but to prosper..ok..so i can learn from it.but i really wanted this.i wan but maybe not wat You wan for me.
i'm so messed up.God...make my heart right...heal it...mend it. i'm crushed.........
Thursday, April 3, 2008
Heavenly Father...
My heavenly Father thinks the world of me...i wonder wat does my earthly father think of me? am not putting down my dad or mom..i think they are the great parents. I just wanna write some stuff about them which i seldom share of..
My mom is a realistic person. I think she is also wise. She's more liberal than my dad and definitely more open-minded than my dad though she has her own belief system...i value the experiences that she shares with me regarding work or friends or about ppl. I love the stories she always tell me like how Chinese New Year, Mooncake Festival, dumpling season and tang yuan thing came about...wah...i remember being very absorbed in her story telling when i was younger and always enjoy listening to it cos each time i hear it, i felt i learnt something new about the story which i never knew before..no, she din't change the story. Now that i'm older, i feel very annoyed when she starts to tell me stories..about this person la...that person la...this news she read in the papers or magazines and any kind of complaints-_-
My dad is...weird.to me lar..he talks a lot to strangers and tells them everything!!!even the guards at the place where i stay knows where i work!!!@_@ he doesn't think highly of me cos of certain remarks he made when i tell him i wanna do this or be that...that's wat i think. i have very little patience with him which i know i shouldn't be..oh well..he also makes the weirdest remarks..i'll be like huh???maybe he's just shy...but i know he loves me cos he caught grasshoppers for me when i was young...and sent me overseas to study(maybe a way to get rid of me??hehe..)reminds and takes my car for services almost each time it needs servicing.(other times i take lar...er...like 2 times...hahahaha)
how nice it is...to know that you are loved and cherished for who you are...
My mom is a realistic person. I think she is also wise. She's more liberal than my dad and definitely more open-minded than my dad though she has her own belief system...i value the experiences that she shares with me regarding work or friends or about ppl. I love the stories she always tell me like how Chinese New Year, Mooncake Festival, dumpling season and tang yuan thing came about...wah...i remember being very absorbed in her story telling when i was younger and always enjoy listening to it cos each time i hear it, i felt i learnt something new about the story which i never knew before..no, she din't change the story. Now that i'm older, i feel very annoyed when she starts to tell me stories..about this person la...that person la...this news she read in the papers or magazines and any kind of complaints-_-
My dad is...weird.to me lar..he talks a lot to strangers and tells them everything!!!even the guards at the place where i stay knows where i work!!!@_@ he doesn't think highly of me cos of certain remarks he made when i tell him i wanna do this or be that...that's wat i think. i have very little patience with him which i know i shouldn't be..oh well..he also makes the weirdest remarks..i'll be like huh???maybe he's just shy...but i know he loves me cos he caught grasshoppers for me when i was young...and sent me overseas to study(maybe a way to get rid of me??hehe..)reminds and takes my car for services almost each time it needs servicing.(other times i take lar...er...like 2 times...hahahaha)
how nice it is...to know that you are loved and cherished for who you are...
Sunday, March 30, 2008
Quaterly P-KPI...
haha..my personal key performance index=)
As the month comes to an end, a quarter of a year has passed-_- so fast leh...and just 3 months ago i was making resolutions...and let's see wat i've 'hit' so far..in random order.
Modelling...
Well i didn't exactly model for runway..But i did some photo shoots with a friend who works for a magazine. Sorta like a makeover thingy..and i got to know a makeup artist who's really bubbly=) so 1 resolution accomplished! Thank you for including me in the shoot. I dunno how it'll turn out but hopefully its pretty.hahaha...
Bagan Lalang...
As the month comes to an end, a quarter of a year has passed-_- so fast leh...and just 3 months ago i was making resolutions...and let's see wat i've 'hit' so far..in random order.
Modelling...
Well i didn't exactly model for runway..But i did some photo shoots with a friend who works for a magazine. Sorta like a makeover thingy..and i got to know a makeup artist who's really bubbly=) so 1 resolution accomplished! Thank you for including me in the shoot. I dunno how it'll turn out but hopefully its pretty.hahaha...
Bagan Lalang...
I went there for an overnight Family Day trip organized by my dept. Its a beach near Sepang and KLIA . Ok not too impressive for the beach but the sand was really nice..small grains and soft...It was low tide when we arrived about 4pm. Played some games and the best part for me was flying the kite! I used to try to make my own kite and fly it but it never worked. So now the place was right and the kite was there!haha..i thoroughly enjoyed the experience. Its really satisfying to see my kite fly higher and higher and when it flies higher...the prouder i am(pat my own back...good job girl!).hahaha...We can watch sunset on the beach and its really lovely. I love watching sunsets becos it reminds me that i don't have to do any work after that..can relax, chill...i don't really like sunrise bcos it reminds me that i have to go work!!-_-
as simple as that.....er...ya..
At night we had bbq prepared by my collegue's husband who's a chef in our company...so i jokingly said..eh clocked out at work now clock in for work in Bagan Lalang..haha..yeah..so funny. We had so much food...rojak buah, satay, roti Arab. curry chicken, bbq chicken wings, lamb, prawn, fish, bbq sauce(homemade), chili sauce, oreo's cheesecake, ketupat, tea, cordial...that's all i can remember...and we had load of gifts and games. One amazing thing i noted was during cleaning up, most ppl helped with clearing up and stacking up the chairs and throwing rubbish and washing up...amazing...u would have tot u're in church camp but all these things were done without having to scream for ppl to help. amazing...and these are non-christians..
i've never seen ppl so bergotong-royong before...it makes me feel so proud of my colleagues. Its really like a family.Though we have our own way of doing work...and sometimes we just hate the way they work but when we play, we don't go into working mentality. its just amazing...=) and i'm so proud of them.Diagnostics rocks!!!
Vegetables and fruits...
I had lots of veges and fruits during the fasting weeks prior to Easter..and i noticed i went to toilet everyday. normally i would go every few days...so its a good experiment.hahaha...
as simple as that.....er...ya..
At night we had bbq prepared by my collegue's husband who's a chef in our company...so i jokingly said..eh clocked out at work now clock in for work in Bagan Lalang..haha..yeah..so funny. We had so much food...rojak buah, satay, roti Arab. curry chicken, bbq chicken wings, lamb, prawn, fish, bbq sauce(homemade), chili sauce, oreo's cheesecake, ketupat, tea, cordial...that's all i can remember...and we had load of gifts and games. One amazing thing i noted was during cleaning up, most ppl helped with clearing up and stacking up the chairs and throwing rubbish and washing up...amazing...u would have tot u're in church camp but all these things were done without having to scream for ppl to help. amazing...and these are non-christians..
i've never seen ppl so bergotong-royong before...it makes me feel so proud of my colleagues. Its really like a family.Though we have our own way of doing work...and sometimes we just hate the way they work but when we play, we don't go into working mentality. its just amazing...=) and i'm so proud of them.Diagnostics rocks!!!
Vegetables and fruits...
I had lots of veges and fruits during the fasting weeks prior to Easter..and i noticed i went to toilet everyday. normally i would go every few days...so its a good experiment.hahaha...
Monday, March 24, 2008
Its Easter today...
Yup...it was Easter yesterday.......i had a good time overall...=) firstly, i found the courage to ask my senior if she has accepted Christ and why not...later i found out that there has been improvement in her r/ship with her son since he attended Acts Kids. Praise God! so just gotta continue to pray...she believes in Jesus and knows He exists..but i dunno why its stopping her from taking the next step.
Sunday, March 16, 2008
The Cedar-ish girl..
wokay...wat's THAT title about?well...nothing in relation to wat i'm about to write...haha..wait ler..let me write wat i want to write 1st.. been sick since last Sun cos the week b4 i was out every single freaking nite...not enough rest and nutrients i guess...so sick...this time i din't see the doc...and i din't take any antibiotics..AND i din't take MC....wah...so good girl kan...after a few days in office, my other 2 colleagues started to feel like they were having sore throat and sniffing a little..hahahahahahahahahahahhahahaha(evil laugh) see...this is wat happens when u don't let me take MC!!!!!(i'm resenting the doctor in the staff health clinic...whoever that MO is) so i played low and kept myself at home to the point of missing Colbie's performance in Laundry, The Curve on Friday nite...well..i didn't really miss it cos i wasn't there cos i tot needed tickets and i tot there's gonna be lots of ppl and i tot i don't wan to jostle with the ppl there and breathe in smoky air.
Why the sudden interest with Colbie rite?cos i'm normally never crazy about any artiste or band. i only like their songs and that's it. I'm not crazy about her either just that i enjoy her songs and know that she performs life and i wonder how its like and mannnnn....it was free performance in Laundry...man....why wouldn't i wan to go??its FREEEEEEE-_-
yes..i'm still bitter about it...
anyways...i've been really mellow these couple of months...never really gone out much...if i did go out, i would go out alone...in fact, i've been going out alone more times in these few months compared to few months ago.Its a record for me.Cos i love to go out with ppl..i must have teman...and i love to go out at any opportunities there is...of course...i choose the occasions lar..but most of the time, i'm on!!!thus...i have been called the happening girl...which...i don't understand why they have to call me that and i don't like it...i just enjoy hanging out with friends and doing things together...I feel happy that my day has been well spent and meaningful.haha...that's my definition of well spent and meaningful lar...
besides that, started the year well and on a high...so many things i wanna do...then i started to feel burdened by job hunting...1 of the interviews they decided not to hire me and another is still pending decision. And yet another job i applied for gives me feedbacks like 1)there's something not quite right about my resume for the job and 2)different background dunno if can do the job. I'm frustrated at it because if you don't want to hire me or not willing to pay the price then please don't tell me things like these..i feel discouraged and angry. Tho i don't have to wait for it, i can't help but feel angry lor..
As for spiritually, its been the same..i'm like...God..this is how you work rite...how come its not working...why isin't there any breakthrough? why is the job i'm waiting for isin't here yet?why this and why that...tonight at MCMS graduation ceremony, the speaker reminded us Christians not to be too familiar with our faith taht there is no freshness in God's word and everythign else..wat i gathered from the short sermon was...always ask for fresh word, fresh stuff from God...tho you may have heard it a zillion times dy..let there be fresh revelations...fresh stuff...and he said never let familiarity drive you a place when you lose the capacity to feel overwhelmed by God..something like that lar he said..basically don't let the 'magic' in the r/ship with God dies just because u're familiar with God dy...i guess its the same in a r/ship /marriage /work and etc where familiarity breeds contempt. wah.....so God, i need to hear from You a fresh word...i need fresh experience with You...i guess i need to put my burdens on Christ again and to depend on Him and trust Him again...no longer learning u know...cos know already...now its about doing it..just do it...
current fav song is Realize by Colbie..hehehe
oh..so wat is this Cedar-ish thingy?refering to guitars,,the woods used to make guitar.cos a friend mentioned that choosing a guitar is like choosing a wife. how shallow can they get rite??yeah...haha..
Why the sudden interest with Colbie rite?cos i'm normally never crazy about any artiste or band. i only like their songs and that's it. I'm not crazy about her either just that i enjoy her songs and know that she performs life and i wonder how its like and mannnnn....it was free performance in Laundry...man....why wouldn't i wan to go??its FREEEEEEE-_-
yes..i'm still bitter about it...
anyways...i've been really mellow these couple of months...never really gone out much...if i did go out, i would go out alone...in fact, i've been going out alone more times in these few months compared to few months ago.Its a record for me.Cos i love to go out with ppl..i must have teman...and i love to go out at any opportunities there is...of course...i choose the occasions lar..but most of the time, i'm on!!!thus...i have been called the happening girl...which...i don't understand why they have to call me that and i don't like it...i just enjoy hanging out with friends and doing things together...I feel happy that my day has been well spent and meaningful.haha...that's my definition of well spent and meaningful lar...
besides that, started the year well and on a high...so many things i wanna do...then i started to feel burdened by job hunting...1 of the interviews they decided not to hire me and another is still pending decision. And yet another job i applied for gives me feedbacks like 1)there's something not quite right about my resume for the job and 2)different background dunno if can do the job. I'm frustrated at it because if you don't want to hire me or not willing to pay the price then please don't tell me things like these..i feel discouraged and angry. Tho i don't have to wait for it, i can't help but feel angry lor..
As for spiritually, its been the same..i'm like...God..this is how you work rite...how come its not working...why isin't there any breakthrough? why is the job i'm waiting for isin't here yet?why this and why that...tonight at MCMS graduation ceremony, the speaker reminded us Christians not to be too familiar with our faith taht there is no freshness in God's word and everythign else..wat i gathered from the short sermon was...always ask for fresh word, fresh stuff from God...tho you may have heard it a zillion times dy..let there be fresh revelations...fresh stuff...and he said never let familiarity drive you a place when you lose the capacity to feel overwhelmed by God..something like that lar he said..basically don't let the 'magic' in the r/ship with God dies just because u're familiar with God dy...i guess its the same in a r/ship /marriage /work and etc where familiarity breeds contempt. wah.....so God, i need to hear from You a fresh word...i need fresh experience with You...i guess i need to put my burdens on Christ again and to depend on Him and trust Him again...no longer learning u know...cos know already...now its about doing it..just do it...
current fav song is Realize by Colbie..hehehe
oh..so wat is this Cedar-ish thingy?refering to guitars,,the woods used to make guitar.cos a friend mentioned that choosing a guitar is like choosing a wife. how shallow can they get rite??yeah...haha..
Hammie
Saturday, March 8, 2008
The groom and bride with Jan and me
Mrs Goh & I
Jan and IFriday, March 7, 2008
ponderings..
i can't believe you would even say such a thing about me..to think that i'm incapable...i'm so disappointed to know that.
jobs jobs jobs...i'm scared to leave.i'm scared to start a new thing...cos everything now seems more stressful than my current one...i dunno if i can take it...i dunno if i can do it....i'm talking like ihave no God in my life..no Jesus. please lar....u think God cannot part the Red Sea for you? yeah...so the reality is stressful...but bread falls from heaven...God can change it or enable me to go thru it...gotta have faith in my God...where has it gone too...every step is unknown...where does it lead to?i dunno...i just hope its someplace good...and where i wanna be...
jobs jobs jobs...i'm scared to leave.i'm scared to start a new thing...cos everything now seems more stressful than my current one...i dunno if i can take it...i dunno if i can do it....i'm talking like ihave no God in my life..no Jesus. please lar....u think God cannot part the Red Sea for you? yeah...so the reality is stressful...but bread falls from heaven...God can change it or enable me to go thru it...gotta have faith in my God...where has it gone too...every step is unknown...where does it lead to?i dunno...i just hope its someplace good...and where i wanna be...
Thursday, March 6, 2008
Electoral rights...
As a citizen of M'sia, i have been given the right to vote for the parties that will lead and rule my city, town, state, region and nation.
And wat i did was...i thought i should register myself soon to be a voter and all i did was just...think..i din't go do it...i tot of doing it.but i din't...so yeah...
was just thinking that i'll be missing out and my vote could've made a difference somehow. i actually feel really bad and left out!!!in my town..things r gonna get interesting. there's a oldie and a newbie...who will the ppl of SJ choose???would kinda like to give the newbie a try but...wat guarantee is there that it'll be better?or...wat is better?Is left better than right?how i know lar...time will tell and the newbie certainly has lots to prove that she's capable and indeed the right choice of the ppl here.
And wat i did was...i thought i should register myself soon to be a voter and all i did was just...think..i din't go do it...i tot of doing it.but i din't...so yeah...
was just thinking that i'll be missing out and my vote could've made a difference somehow. i actually feel really bad and left out!!!in my town..things r gonna get interesting. there's a oldie and a newbie...who will the ppl of SJ choose???would kinda like to give the newbie a try but...wat guarantee is there that it'll be better?or...wat is better?Is left better than right?how i know lar...time will tell and the newbie certainly has lots to prove that she's capable and indeed the right choice of the ppl here.
Wednesday, February 27, 2008
I had the perfect plan...
The plan was to escape the mad stampede of the BSB fan's after their concert in Sunway Lagoon tonight..or rather last nite. I was due to make a comeback to the Pyramid cinema after months of absence since my dear Elsa left for the bigger land. After much thoughts and agony of forcing my mind (and body) to watch the latest dance movie, Step Up 2, i decided i can't bear to turn down yet another offer made by my friend. yes..i'm thatttt...obliging. Am trying not to be and been a lone ranger(for the past few months) scouting and ravaging thru boutiques looking for that perfect dress...or..fit...watever..
anyways, the point is...i decided to park at the hotel instead of going up the ramp into the shopping mall as i normally do. I decided to make a U-turn and man...kinda regret driving to that U-turn cos there were lots of cars...and hello??i tot everyone should be at BSB's concert by 8.30pm! -_- look at the bigger picture...how often do i get to park at the Hotel?oh yeah hor...seldom leh...and when i come out of the car park, i won't be stuck in the jam caused by the mad fans...oh yeah...wow..i felt a bit smarter...ok...just get over the U-turn. got into the car park and there was this freaking Kenari tailing me...i'm like hello???can u slow down...i'm looking for parking too...well..i got pressured and drove a little faster in the parking lot and made this turn and voila!i found a parking spot right next to the exit. ok cool...
After the wonderful and inspiring movie and found that girls can dance that well too, i made my way to my car and decided to try out this new exit. wow!!!!!!!amazing!!!it leads me straight to the road outside of Kim Gary. wah...then i made a turn to the left and out i am on the highway...i'm feeling so smart dy...and patting myself for being so brilliant to have parked at the hotel and found this exit and the traffic is clear.......until...i came to a crossroad.oh man...the car in front of me a little slow and the car on the right lane seems to be speeding up...opppsss...i'll just stay in my lane and dang......i drove into a traffic jam.-_-
cut the long story short...well..it was about 2 mins long i got stuck there!i could've have reached the traffic lights at Summit and now its gonna take me extra 2 mins to get home!
yeah....so i had the perfect plan...
good night.......
anyways, the point is...i decided to park at the hotel instead of going up the ramp into the shopping mall as i normally do. I decided to make a U-turn and man...kinda regret driving to that U-turn cos there were lots of cars...and hello??i tot everyone should be at BSB's concert by 8.30pm! -_- look at the bigger picture...how often do i get to park at the Hotel?oh yeah hor...seldom leh...and when i come out of the car park, i won't be stuck in the jam caused by the mad fans...oh yeah...wow..i felt a bit smarter...ok...just get over the U-turn. got into the car park and there was this freaking Kenari tailing me...i'm like hello???can u slow down...i'm looking for parking too...well..i got pressured and drove a little faster in the parking lot and made this turn and voila!i found a parking spot right next to the exit. ok cool...
After the wonderful and inspiring movie and found that girls can dance that well too, i made my way to my car and decided to try out this new exit. wow!!!!!!!amazing!!!it leads me straight to the road outside of Kim Gary. wah...then i made a turn to the left and out i am on the highway...i'm feeling so smart dy...and patting myself for being so brilliant to have parked at the hotel and found this exit and the traffic is clear.......until...i came to a crossroad.oh man...the car in front of me a little slow and the car on the right lane seems to be speeding up...opppsss...i'll just stay in my lane and dang......i drove into a traffic jam.-_-
cut the long story short...well..it was about 2 mins long i got stuck there!i could've have reached the traffic lights at Summit and now its gonna take me extra 2 mins to get home!
yeah....so i had the perfect plan...
good night.......
Sunday, February 24, 2008
Melifluous..i learn a new word...
i was thinking wat to name this post...so i tot that word was rather interesting cos i saw it on steph's blog..googled it and found it to mean smooth-flowing...hmmm..i tot she made up that word..haha
anyways...wat an emotional Sat it was..i was again told that my resume just din't cut it..
super disappointed..i dunno wat's wrong with it and wat they r looking for...anyways..am so tired talking bout this.bottom line-super upset=/
i'm gonna be a bridesmaid...yay yay!=)
anyways...wat an emotional Sat it was..i was again told that my resume just din't cut it..
super disappointed..i dunno wat's wrong with it and wat they r looking for...anyways..am so tired talking bout this.bottom line-super upset=/
i'm gonna be a bridesmaid...yay yay!=)
Wednesday, February 20, 2008
sob*sob*.....
i din't get it...i so wanted it...everything was good..the benefits are matchable to my current one..only thing is the distance. even then...i sorta can sacrifice my sleep cos i was ready to do that.
And i waited and waited and waited till i have to find out for sure. So i emailed the lady...and was told the position has been filled.............................................................=(
wat did i answer wrong?i answered everything as honest as i can...i din't hide anything....but...still not good enough???why won't they give me the chance?why................?
i can't think of anything better than this....financial planning is another plan...but...its not wat i really want for now...gosh....i just wan to sink into the chair and never get up..
And i waited and waited and waited till i have to find out for sure. So i emailed the lady...and was told the position has been filled.............................................................=(
wat did i answer wrong?i answered everything as honest as i can...i din't hide anything....but...still not good enough???why won't they give me the chance?why................?
i can't think of anything better than this....financial planning is another plan...but...its not wat i really want for now...gosh....i just wan to sink into the chair and never get up..
Saturday, February 16, 2008
do i have wat it takes?
i'm feeling a little down...my colleague is leaving..sigh..good for her..but i worry bout the workload.hahaha...so selfish kan..but..yeah...and i wonder when my turn will come..a little envious..how come its taking so long?i so wanna quit now...its the easy way out...i know..but maybe its the only way out. shall i do financial planning?its so not me...my dad made a remarkable statement today...everyone drives a car but that doesn't mean they can sell a car. wow..profound..i'm thinking...i have insurance but that doesn't mean i can sell insurance.
i wan that clinical research associate job!!!why aren't they calling me yet??will they call??if not, wat shall i do???i can't stand being in this job anymore...i know its just a state of mind..but.....but...sighhhhh...its so hard...
on a happier note...me had family gathering in cousin's house in klang..steamboat..the pork meatballs were delicious.
food.
my nephew.
my youngest nephew.
my niece.
all muka poser...i mean me=) same smile all the way!
i wan that clinical research associate job!!!why aren't they calling me yet??will they call??if not, wat shall i do???i can't stand being in this job anymore...i know its just a state of mind..but.....but...sighhhhh...its so hard...
on a happier note...me had family gathering in cousin's house in klang..steamboat..the pork meatballs were delicious.
food.
my nephew.
my youngest nephew.
my niece.all muka poser...i mean me=) same smile all the way!
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