I love road trips...just driving aimlessly or driving to some place AWAY from Subang...
i'm so glad i'm goin to Fraser's tho for a short trip...away from TV and internet and be in tune with nature...hahaha...i love the outdoors but i hate insect bites...and the rashes i get AFTER those outings...
Today as i was driving home after work, i was thinking why there are no heavy traffic in the area of Subang but 'bottlenecks' to USJ area..a few observations i made(reminds me of when i was in high school, i always wirte essays on how to reduce pollution and traffic jams.):
1) Age and career factor-The inhabitants of the Subang area are mainly older in age thus in their career, they would be senior managers or seasoned businessmen or some high ranking fellas therefore they don't have to report to duty at 8.30am in the morning.BUT the inhabitants of USJ are mainly young married couples or young working adults, basically younger in age therefore they are just starting to work and they need to report for duty at the same time everyday.
2) There are only 2 main and efficient exits OUT of USJ. Since Sunway pyramid, one U, midavally and Curve are situated ACROSS Federal highway, only 2 exits lead us there directly without having to make a big round by paying toll to get to Federal Highway.
hahaha...
Tuesday, April 29, 2008
Monday, April 28, 2008
what a bad day...
sigh..i seriously hate to talk about how bad my day is but i feel better when i let it out...so here goes..
i had full appointments today..can't handle anymore but somehow just when i tot my day has been planned out, comes one request to do a particular test(called EEG) for 4 freaking hours!!!i'm like NO!...din't hear me?NO! no! NO! i won't take in this patient, tho they may come from Indonesia..no room and no one to jaga the patient.before u think i'm being all nasty and a jerk by rejecting this patient who needs this test..i tell you, most of the time, they dun need it urgently(guess wat??after the EEG test they wanted to do brain scan but they couldn't do it today.So u know wat they say?we'll do it next time we come-_-!!!!!!!).and they have to come back another day anyway.and i have a million other reasons to justify my actions....
i was so angry when they say must do it today and they are willing to pay OT. so wat if u can pay, i'm NOT gonna stay back just to do this test!you think u got money so big ar??!!i have other patients who came 1st and i dun even have the time to do theirs.so after getting all worked up bout this, i felt kesian also this patient.They come all the way.and as much as i wan to accommodate them in my schedule, i really really can't. So, my boss came to me and asked why cannot do it? i told him i have other patients at hand and no one is gonna look after this patient even if i were start the recording.AND i dun wan to stay back till 10pm. So he din't force me. BUT later on, i begin to question my decision...bad move...cos my boss came and asked, 'Can you do 1 hour EEG only?no need 4 hours.' I felt my legs gave way...not really lar..but i gave in...shucks..just when i tot i wan to see wat would happen if i stand on my decision by saying No..i gave in...so i did 1 hour of EEG...and to my surprise, i finished it b4 6pm and in 1 hour.got most information i needed. Only God can help me in situations like this. cos since i gave in to 1 hour, they will ask for 2 hours lar..since u've already prepared the patient, just do 2 hours-_-..man...NO!
This is work stress.for me. different i guess from most other jobs.nonetheless stress..i don't like cos i'm the only one doing OT while everyone else leaves on time.its not fair...and i get it most of the time.sigh
in another perspective, i see God putting me in a position where i'm very much needed.sorta like anchor-lady in my lab.That is why it has been very hard for me to move into another job cos i pity my colleagues who will take on my load which is a lot. I thank God that He gave me the capacity to learn fast and work efficiently.But in this, it is also the main reason why i wasn't ready to leave earlier(and even now)bcos if i were to change industry, i would have to start all over again or in a lesser position than where i am now (meaning less money-_- but i have big financial commitments).
To make matters worse, i got home and got irritated by my mom. i guess misheard wat she says and i got really irked...super irked.
so tired thinking of wat went wrong and how it went wrong...and wat i can do to make it right..tho i know..maybe..i dun wanna do it.
maybe all these stem from lack of sleep....haha....
i had full appointments today..can't handle anymore but somehow just when i tot my day has been planned out, comes one request to do a particular test(called EEG) for 4 freaking hours!!!i'm like NO!...din't hear me?NO! no! NO! i won't take in this patient, tho they may come from Indonesia..no room and no one to jaga the patient.before u think i'm being all nasty and a jerk by rejecting this patient who needs this test..i tell you, most of the time, they dun need it urgently(guess wat??after the EEG test they wanted to do brain scan but they couldn't do it today.So u know wat they say?we'll do it next time we come-_-!!!!!!!).and they have to come back another day anyway.and i have a million other reasons to justify my actions....
i was so angry when they say must do it today and they are willing to pay OT. so wat if u can pay, i'm NOT gonna stay back just to do this test!you think u got money so big ar??!!i have other patients who came 1st and i dun even have the time to do theirs.so after getting all worked up bout this, i felt kesian also this patient.They come all the way.and as much as i wan to accommodate them in my schedule, i really really can't. So, my boss came to me and asked why cannot do it? i told him i have other patients at hand and no one is gonna look after this patient even if i were start the recording.AND i dun wan to stay back till 10pm. So he din't force me. BUT later on, i begin to question my decision...bad move...cos my boss came and asked, 'Can you do 1 hour EEG only?no need 4 hours.' I felt my legs gave way...not really lar..but i gave in...shucks..just when i tot i wan to see wat would happen if i stand on my decision by saying No..i gave in...so i did 1 hour of EEG...and to my surprise, i finished it b4 6pm and in 1 hour.got most information i needed. Only God can help me in situations like this. cos since i gave in to 1 hour, they will ask for 2 hours lar..since u've already prepared the patient, just do 2 hours-_-..man...NO!
This is work stress.for me. different i guess from most other jobs.nonetheless stress..i don't like cos i'm the only one doing OT while everyone else leaves on time.its not fair...and i get it most of the time.sigh
in another perspective, i see God putting me in a position where i'm very much needed.sorta like anchor-lady in my lab.That is why it has been very hard for me to move into another job cos i pity my colleagues who will take on my load which is a lot. I thank God that He gave me the capacity to learn fast and work efficiently.But in this, it is also the main reason why i wasn't ready to leave earlier(and even now)bcos if i were to change industry, i would have to start all over again or in a lesser position than where i am now (meaning less money-_- but i have big financial commitments).
To make matters worse, i got home and got irritated by my mom. i guess misheard wat she says and i got really irked...super irked.
so tired thinking of wat went wrong and how it went wrong...and wat i can do to make it right..tho i know..maybe..i dun wanna do it.
maybe all these stem from lack of sleep....haha....
Friday, April 25, 2008
My babies...
I have 3 babies and they are the cutest!!!.......^_^ not real life lar...
Baby#1-my green MyVi...lets call her Apple..haha..nono...joking. i took her for a car wash today...man...when i saw 4 guys handling her..my heart was like...hey!why so many ppl washing her one???!!!ok..sounds wrong but my point was..handle her with car..dun scratch my baby..they asked if i wanted to have her polished for RM80..i'm like..wat??!!so expensive!maybe another day..
Baby#2-my guitar...baby Ibanez..yeah rite..=P He's a lovely thing..been with me for 5 years now...
Baby#3-my computer!!!yes..i know...how can rite?well..only for geeks it is acceptable but an outgoing girl like me??hmpphh...no way! haha..well we were separated for 5 days..cos i sent her for repair of damages done by those stupid virus and malwares..first 3 days was fine cos i tot i was gonna have her back in 2-3 days according to the guy. but no....it stretched to 4 then 5 days then finally 6 days...oh my goodness..was supposed to arrive at 10 pm but was late so reached at 11pm...oh man...so gan cheong lar me..i told him late never mind as long as i get her back tonight....hahaha finally i got her back and found she changed a little but thank God he dint' reformate for me..just cleaned up and repaired wat needs to be repaired.he said its much more work..so..i decided to pay him the amount he requested tho it was a lot..and thank God my dad said he will pay some for me too..yay!i tot i was gonna starve for the next few days.
So, ^_^ these are my babies....my lovely babies...
Baby#1-my green MyVi...lets call her Apple..haha..nono...joking. i took her for a car wash today...man...when i saw 4 guys handling her..my heart was like...hey!why so many ppl washing her one???!!!ok..sounds wrong but my point was..handle her with car..dun scratch my baby..they asked if i wanted to have her polished for RM80..i'm like..wat??!!so expensive!maybe another day..
Baby#2-my guitar...baby Ibanez..yeah rite..=P He's a lovely thing..been with me for 5 years now...
Baby#3-my computer!!!yes..i know...how can rite?well..only for geeks it is acceptable but an outgoing girl like me??hmpphh...no way! haha..well we were separated for 5 days..cos i sent her for repair of damages done by those stupid virus and malwares..first 3 days was fine cos i tot i was gonna have her back in 2-3 days according to the guy. but no....it stretched to 4 then 5 days then finally 6 days...oh my goodness..was supposed to arrive at 10 pm but was late so reached at 11pm...oh man...so gan cheong lar me..i told him late never mind as long as i get her back tonight....hahaha finally i got her back and found she changed a little but thank God he dint' reformate for me..just cleaned up and repaired wat needs to be repaired.he said its much more work..so..i decided to pay him the amount he requested tho it was a lot..and thank God my dad said he will pay some for me too..yay!i tot i was gonna starve for the next few days.
So, ^_^ these are my babies....my lovely babies...
Monday, April 7, 2008
my brain overtime...
my brain was working overtime today...many random tots flew around..i close my eyes and all i tot of is my sucky interview...how i answered and how i should've answered..
to top of the stress, i got 'scolded' for seeing the doc during working hours...my feet were itching continuosly, so i tot i better go see the doc since its not hectic in the morning now and get some medication to relive the itchiness so that i could work better...oh no...that's not wat she thinks...work 1st see doc later or see doc early in the morning. hello???i din't even take MC k...wat the heck is wrong for me to see doc during my working hours.afternoon also working hours mar...and to think i tot of your benefit and the benefit of the lab thus i made this decision and this is wat i get....i'm like...so pissed mad.but i din't show it lar..i just said 'oh..'
i burst everything out in the pantry...i don't care dy...
u know the scariest thing is when ppl don't care about wat they say or do anymore..that's the most dangerous thing.
anyways, another person who just pissed me is some friend. dun even have the courtesy to reply my sms when asked him out for lunch. trying to save on phone bill ke?call gf ar?=P
sigh...i've decided today i'm just gonna say things out when i'm not happy with your actions or words..normally i would stop, think and judge myself b4 i judge others..but its tiring being perfect or trying to be there..i guess today i lost patience...no...i'm up to my limits. i still have patience but my patience is running dry..with regards to my job hunting as well.i'm gonna quit soon...i can't take it anymore. wat are You trying to teach me.......?
to top of the stress, i got 'scolded' for seeing the doc during working hours...my feet were itching continuosly, so i tot i better go see the doc since its not hectic in the morning now and get some medication to relive the itchiness so that i could work better...oh no...that's not wat she thinks...work 1st see doc later or see doc early in the morning. hello???i din't even take MC k...wat the heck is wrong for me to see doc during my working hours.afternoon also working hours mar...and to think i tot of your benefit and the benefit of the lab thus i made this decision and this is wat i get....i'm like...so pissed mad.but i din't show it lar..i just said 'oh..'
i burst everything out in the pantry...i don't care dy...
u know the scariest thing is when ppl don't care about wat they say or do anymore..that's the most dangerous thing.
anyways, another person who just pissed me is some friend. dun even have the courtesy to reply my sms when asked him out for lunch. trying to save on phone bill ke?call gf ar?=P
sigh...i've decided today i'm just gonna say things out when i'm not happy with your actions or words..normally i would stop, think and judge myself b4 i judge others..but its tiring being perfect or trying to be there..i guess today i lost patience...no...i'm up to my limits. i still have patience but my patience is running dry..with regards to my job hunting as well.i'm gonna quit soon...i can't take it anymore. wat are You trying to teach me.......?
Sunday, April 6, 2008
Pics@Bagan L(weeds)
2nd day while waiting for nasi lemak...pose 1st.
sunset...
fly kite!
Nadiah.me.Aish.Fadz
my arm was tired so poor baby have to cling on to me...
Adult telematch....
Lalang is also known as weeds..in B.Malaysia.
insect bites..dunno wat insect but its still itchy!!(1 week dy!)
Friday, April 4, 2008
another ranting then..
i don't have a title for this...its another ranting..now i do.haha..
i feel awful...i screwed up. nothing i can do to undone it. but i really want it.really really want it..
it was goin so well...word prophesied, prophecy came true.tot a miracle happened to have such opportunity and i just messed up the chance. the chance..wat happened?i tot i was prepared.overconfident perhaps...ppl pleaser.unconfident..upset.but wat reason do they have to think i can?none..1st impression gone down the drain.and it looks as dirty as the drain water..
why give me hope only to take it away?is this still in Your control?not harm but to prosper..ok..so i can learn from it.but i really wanted this.i wan but maybe not wat You wan for me.
i'm so messed up.God...make my heart right...heal it...mend it. i'm crushed.........
i feel awful...i screwed up. nothing i can do to undone it. but i really want it.really really want it..
it was goin so well...word prophesied, prophecy came true.tot a miracle happened to have such opportunity and i just messed up the chance. the chance..wat happened?i tot i was prepared.overconfident perhaps...ppl pleaser.unconfident..upset.but wat reason do they have to think i can?none..1st impression gone down the drain.and it looks as dirty as the drain water..
why give me hope only to take it away?is this still in Your control?not harm but to prosper..ok..so i can learn from it.but i really wanted this.i wan but maybe not wat You wan for me.
i'm so messed up.God...make my heart right...heal it...mend it. i'm crushed.........
Thursday, April 3, 2008
Heavenly Father...
My heavenly Father thinks the world of me...i wonder wat does my earthly father think of me? am not putting down my dad or mom..i think they are the great parents. I just wanna write some stuff about them which i seldom share of..
My mom is a realistic person. I think she is also wise. She's more liberal than my dad and definitely more open-minded than my dad though she has her own belief system...i value the experiences that she shares with me regarding work or friends or about ppl. I love the stories she always tell me like how Chinese New Year, Mooncake Festival, dumpling season and tang yuan thing came about...wah...i remember being very absorbed in her story telling when i was younger and always enjoy listening to it cos each time i hear it, i felt i learnt something new about the story which i never knew before..no, she din't change the story. Now that i'm older, i feel very annoyed when she starts to tell me stories..about this person la...that person la...this news she read in the papers or magazines and any kind of complaints-_-
My dad is...weird.to me lar..he talks a lot to strangers and tells them everything!!!even the guards at the place where i stay knows where i work!!!@_@ he doesn't think highly of me cos of certain remarks he made when i tell him i wanna do this or be that...that's wat i think. i have very little patience with him which i know i shouldn't be..oh well..he also makes the weirdest remarks..i'll be like huh???maybe he's just shy...but i know he loves me cos he caught grasshoppers for me when i was young...and sent me overseas to study(maybe a way to get rid of me??hehe..)reminds and takes my car for services almost each time it needs servicing.(other times i take lar...er...like 2 times...hahahaha)
how nice it is...to know that you are loved and cherished for who you are...
My mom is a realistic person. I think she is also wise. She's more liberal than my dad and definitely more open-minded than my dad though she has her own belief system...i value the experiences that she shares with me regarding work or friends or about ppl. I love the stories she always tell me like how Chinese New Year, Mooncake Festival, dumpling season and tang yuan thing came about...wah...i remember being very absorbed in her story telling when i was younger and always enjoy listening to it cos each time i hear it, i felt i learnt something new about the story which i never knew before..no, she din't change the story. Now that i'm older, i feel very annoyed when she starts to tell me stories..about this person la...that person la...this news she read in the papers or magazines and any kind of complaints-_-
My dad is...weird.to me lar..he talks a lot to strangers and tells them everything!!!even the guards at the place where i stay knows where i work!!!@_@ he doesn't think highly of me cos of certain remarks he made when i tell him i wanna do this or be that...that's wat i think. i have very little patience with him which i know i shouldn't be..oh well..he also makes the weirdest remarks..i'll be like huh???maybe he's just shy...but i know he loves me cos he caught grasshoppers for me when i was young...and sent me overseas to study(maybe a way to get rid of me??hehe..)reminds and takes my car for services almost each time it needs servicing.(other times i take lar...er...like 2 times...hahahaha)
how nice it is...to know that you are loved and cherished for who you are...
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