Last week of Oct...

So fast time flies...its gonna be Christmas soon...so many things happened...
i've been working in this new company for 1 year 2 months now...and i'm still project-less...seems like a sabbatical year for me where i am not responsible for any major projects.

looking back at this time of the year..Christmas is coming...i wished i didn't stay in Aus for Christmas...if my friend in Aus reads this...i'll most prolly be steak...(aka dead meat geddit??haha)
Christmas in Aus was really quiet...we hung out with ppl we don't really hang out with and i fell on the kitchen floor and knocked my elbow..till now i'm not sure if i suffered any hairline fracture or is my elbow bone or joint out of place..it always feel weird when i put my left elbow on the table..
talking about joints, J.Han made an observation while eating crab..he said the crab's joint is very hard to crack even though he's using the er..cracker?tool...yeah so, i said...yup, so the word of God is like a double edged sword that can pierce through every joint and marrow(?)...great rite??
and of course..the whole table looked at me speechless..-__-

back to my Aus story, then i tot i would get a thrill out of Boxing day shopping..to be honest...i didn't get any thrill from it..infact, it was so crazy cos at 9am there's tons of ppl in the shopping mall..9 AM...-__- i should be asleep at that time...but no...i joined the crowd..didn't have a good breakfast...run from shop to shop and grab stuff before it all runs out..madness..can't even try on the clothes cos there's just too many ppl.

i wished i was in church in Malaysia and not missed the play =( boohooo...
i reckon its more meaningful than to try to buy more clothes or things just cos its cheaper...
no...i think its the friends and friendships here in Malaysia that makes it really memorable and meaningful..

this time, i'm gonna take the whole week off...i never tried to take a few days off before Christmas or even after Christmas...only 1 day before New year i would take off...
Pray that my leaves will be approved!!!

My wish list for this Christmas is:

• a new keyboard!
• a road trip to ..........
• Ipod (is that what its called now?hahahaha...so outdated lar me...)
• jamming session..i dunno how or where or who...but...yeah... ;)
• gym membership...(just kidding)

haha..not really wish list huh...more like things to do by Christmas...or next year...

so korean lar this photo...

Undivided...

Is the song playing over and over in my head but i have no idea who sang it...i tot it was Chris Tomlin but i'm not sure...he has a coarse voice...and sounded a bit emo.

aiyoo...so sleepy now..
i had 2 sandwiches this morning and lunch i had a small custard cream pie and lots of water.
Then for dinner, i had KFC. gosh...i feel so unhealthy...

now energy-less..and super sleepy...
Pastor preached a very good message on discipline. Being disciples and having a purposefilled life will require discipline...like what do i see myself? as a leader? as a PG coordinator?as a worship leader that is LEADING ppl into worship? then what am i doing now that is behind the scene to lead a successful and significant and stress free life?

k...blur now...zoning off...kepala pening dy..
tata

jeng jeng jeng...

once again...i forgot what i want to write today...nevertheless, i want to leave my mark for today..
so here it is..

MY
...mark...

good nite...

Deepahvali tv show...

oh ya..i was watching a drama on TV..it was kinda weird, the actor is Ashkay Kumar i think and he was acting as this loser guy and eventually became a guy that's great in Kung Fu and it was set in China and got Hongkie actor and chinese actors...it was kinda weird but fun to watch.
Main language was in Hindi and the Chinese of course spoke Chinese but there was this Chinese looking dude who acted as a crazy man and he could speak Hindi and once his memory recovered, he was reconciled to his Indian looking daughters (beautiful mature ladies that can kick butt and fly using umbrella)and spoke to them in Hindi. Apparently he is an Inspector in China(after he regained his memory) and taught Kung Fu to Ashkay cos he wanted to learn Kung Fu and then defeated the bad guy(Hongkie guy). Ashkay looks real good...hot...well build too..ehehehe..
So this is a story of an Indian guy in China...Chandhi chowk to China...

Happy Deepahvali...

It was a hot day but here am i in Kam's place for her open house...but wat attracted me most wasn't the food. It wasn't the drinks...it wasn't the guests...ha!

it was the puppy that came with one of the guest and it was given to her...he's docile according to Sam. I think the puppy would fit Kam's loud nature ;) Don't you think so Sam?

i was actually thinking of having a puppy and was wondering where to find one.And tada, Kam's friend has 1 more pup...Why would i want one?You know like after dinner, i just wanna go play with my dog if i have one...take him for walk...talk to him...brush his coat...makes sure he has food and drink...if he's really clean, i would have him follow me everywhere...hahahaha..

but ar..thinking about cleaning him up and cleaning up the house cos his fur may just fly everywhere and putting up with the smell...i'm not so sure anymore...hahaha...

sigh...=)

one day perhaps i will...ruff ruff

such a scene...

what a depressing day it has been...
right in the morning after prayer somemore...wah...really tested my temper.
i got a call from someone close to me and i shouted over the phone and i was so so so angry...
its ok to be angry rite...but the worse thing is, cos i shouted or at least i spoke with a loud voice that is obviously filled with frustration, almost my whole office heard my voice..they may not make out wat i said but they heard me...
and i'm supposed to be the salt and light at WORK...ARRRR!!!!

i f e e l s o s m a l l . . . . . as i was sending my boss home today(cos her car broke down), she asked me if i'm ok cos i shouted in the morning kan...and i innocently told her wat happened and asked her if i was really loud and she said yes.-__- to my horror now as i looked back..i'm like..oh gosh...my colleagues will never look at me the same again and they are going to think that christians are hypocrites and no difference from them!!!
in fact, they seem to behave better than i do!!i know..not supposed to condemn myself but i let my tongue slipped..i didn't control it...tho i was aware of wat was happening.
SIGH...and i was telling my boss about Jesus and christianity in the car...

aiyo..i wonder wat can God make out of this...

then then in the afternoon, i was in a TC and i almost fell asleep!!aiyoo...when i close my eyes, i almost dozed off and cos i was so sleepy, i keep fidgeting and when i close my eyes and force it to open again, my head hurts...aiyoo..such torture to be in a TC...or meeting. i hate meetings...cos i get sleepy...not that i hate the contents or the person conducting it.

Cartoons and TV2 movies...

when i was in primary school and high school...i knew wat my Saturday and Sunday and after school drill was...besides going for tuition and piano lessons and co-curricular activities.
By the way, when i was in school, i couldn't pronounce co-curriculum or co-curricular neither could i spell it. It just doesn't flow in my mind...it sorta gets stuck somewhere and i can only say..
co-*****kulum. i tongue-twisted at the *****part and end with -kulum.

Niweis, back to my story...my drill was to watch cartoons on Sat and Sun from 8.30 or 9 am to 12pm. Then lunch and nap or read a book, then check for the next best movie showing on TV and wait for that show which is normally at 2pm or 5pm. Then break for dinner and continue watching at 8.30pm or 9pm. Then it was bed time and prolly another round of reading. And while doing all that, i'll snack during the showtimes. I could finish the whole packet of Twisties and i will eat 2-3 packets in a week. And then at almost every commercial break, i will go to the fridge and look for food to eat. Maybe get a piece of chocolate, savour it in my mouth. Then back to my seat and then back again to the fridge. Otherwise, it'll be keropok in my mouth. Or maybe a time with my doggy like getting him frustrated while i bounce a ball in front of him. He'll go crazy and bark like mad cos he wanted the ball but he can't have it. Or i'll make him jump over the board that separates the outside to the inside of the house. I keep making him do that cos he does it so gracefully...he jumps over neatly until 1 day he couldn't jump over neatly. His back legs got caught at the board and he fell clumsily into the house...and i was surprised. i knew something was wrong with him and made him do it again a few more times..and about 20% of the time, he couldn't execute a perfect jump. Well, as time pass, he actually had glaucoma..the white stuff in his iris, so he was almost blind...

Anyways, basically i ate a lof of junk food and i was as skinny as a stick. I couldn't wear baby tees cos i look sunken in it. The day i could wear the baby tee my aunty gave me, i knew i put on weight. haha...so i never remembered whether i had flat tummy or how skinny my arms were. I was quite frustrated that i couldn't wear a lot of clothes cos i looked so skinny in it.
Now, i wished i had known earlier so that i would wear those nice size 6 baju!!!hahaha..

yeah..so, TV2 movies are fun to watch on Tues nite, Wed nite, Thurs nite and Fri nite.