25 years and 8 months...

that's how long i've been staying in Subang and stayed in this house...maybe longer if you count the time i was conceived...hehe...

i can't believe it...i feel sad...i dun wan to think about this...but i have to face the facts...i wan to be ignorant...i wan to feel like it doesn't matter...ohh....i dunno how to express it...

on the other hand, i've got so much stuff to move!all the little things like....er...hair bands,earrings, clothes!, books, cds...board games...man...these stuff that has been with me since young...shall i throw them or keep them? i know i won't bring it to heaven with me...so in the end its all useless...so....wat shall i do?keep or throw??how do i decide wat to keep and wat to throw?all are not that useful...haha...like i still keep the bag pack i used to bring to kindergarten.its Smurf ok?!so cute...and got my name written on it...pencil boxes and pencils...got lots of nice ones..and of course most r rusty here and there..my piano teacher and friends gave them to me....throw?keep?then got a pair of roller skates...keep or throw?

and pictures!lots of pictures!from Aus...which i never bother rearranging it...the photo albums are so expensive!!RM20-40 just for 1 album!wat a rip off...but they are nice lar...then i have photo frames...told myself to put my best pictures in it...but....i din't even print it out from my digital camera......lazy?maybe...have to be...haha...wat else...

gosh...i'm gonna miss my home....where i grew up....played getah, drawed lines on the pavement, my doggie, used the wall as my ping pong practice ground and badminton too...did my gymnastics at home and practicing my taekwondo....annoyed my dog with the basketball and ping pong...seeing my dog go berserk at the sound of balls..haha...waited for my school bus under the tree that bears fruit that looks a bit like starfruit...wow...i used to be so active at home..now i just sit at home to watch tv or go online...no wonder i was so skinny...haha..