wokay...wat's THAT title about?well...nothing in relation to wat i'm about to write...haha..wait ler..let me write wat i want to write 1st.. been sick since last Sun cos the week b4 i was out every single freaking nite...not enough rest and nutrients i guess...so sick...this time i din't see the doc...and i din't take any antibiotics..AND i din't take MC....wah...so good girl kan...after a few days in office, my other 2 colleagues started to feel like they were having sore throat and sniffing a little..hahahahahahahahahahahhahahaha(evil laugh) see...this is wat happens when u don't let me take MC!!!!!(i'm resenting the doctor in the staff health clinic...whoever that MO is) so i played low and kept myself at home to the point of missing Colbie's performance in Laundry, The Curve on Friday nite...well..i didn't really miss it cos i wasn't there cos i tot needed tickets and i tot there's gonna be lots of ppl and i tot i don't wan to jostle with the ppl there and breathe in smoky air.
Why the sudden interest with Colbie rite?cos i'm normally never crazy about any artiste or band. i only like their songs and that's it. I'm not crazy about her either just that i enjoy her songs and know that she performs life and i wonder how its like and mannnnn....it was free performance in Laundry...man....why wouldn't i wan to go??its FREEEEEEE-_-
yes..i'm still bitter about it...
anyways...i've been really mellow these couple of months...never really gone out much...if i did go out, i would go out alone...in fact, i've been going out alone more times in these few months compared to few months ago.Its a record for me.Cos i love to go out with ppl..i must have teman...and i love to go out at any opportunities there is...of course...i choose the occasions lar..but most of the time, i'm on!!!thus...i have been called the happening girl...which...i don't understand why they have to call me that and i don't like it...i just enjoy hanging out with friends and doing things together...I feel happy that my day has been well spent and meaningful.haha...that's my definition of well spent and meaningful lar...
besides that, started the year well and on a high...so many things i wanna do...then i started to feel burdened by job hunting...1 of the interviews they decided not to hire me and another is still pending decision. And yet another job i applied for gives me feedbacks like 1)there's something not quite right about my resume for the job and 2)different background dunno if can do the job. I'm frustrated at it because if you don't want to hire me or not willing to pay the price then please don't tell me things like these..i feel discouraged and angry. Tho i don't have to wait for it, i can't help but feel angry lor..
As for spiritually, its been the same..i'm like...God..this is how you work rite...how come its not working...why isin't there any breakthrough? why is the job i'm waiting for isin't here yet?why this and why that...tonight at MCMS graduation ceremony, the speaker reminded us Christians not to be too familiar with our faith taht there is no freshness in God's word and everythign else..wat i gathered from the short sermon was...always ask for fresh word, fresh stuff from God...tho you may have heard it a zillion times dy..let there be fresh revelations...fresh stuff...and he said never let familiarity drive you a place when you lose the capacity to feel overwhelmed by God..something like that lar he said..basically don't let the 'magic' in the r/ship with God dies just because u're familiar with God dy...i guess its the same in a r/ship /marriage /work and etc where familiarity breeds contempt. wah.....so God, i need to hear from You a fresh word...i need fresh experience with You...i guess i need to put my burdens on Christ again and to depend on Him and trust Him again...no longer learning u know...cos know already...now its about doing it..just do it...
current fav song is Realize by Colbie..hehehe
oh..so wat is this Cedar-ish thingy?refering to guitars,,the woods used to make guitar.cos a friend mentioned that choosing a guitar is like choosing a wife. how shallow can they get rite??yeah...haha..
Hammie
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Yeah what a shallow schmuck, that guitar-wood guy. So you believe you're cedar eh?
ha.
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