ponderings..

i can't believe you would even say such a thing about me..to think that i'm incapable...i'm so disappointed to know that.

jobs jobs jobs...i'm scared to leave.i'm scared to start a new thing...cos everything now seems more stressful than my current one...i dunno if i can take it...i dunno if i can do it....i'm talking like ihave no God in my life..no Jesus. please lar....u think God cannot part the Red Sea for you? yeah...so the reality is stressful...but bread falls from heaven...God can change it or enable me to go thru it...gotta have faith in my God...where has it gone too...every step is unknown...where does it lead to?i dunno...i just hope its someplace good...and where i wanna be...