Last Mon of this week...

I told myself that i'm gonna blog everyday about how i spend my last days in SJMC...now that i'm hungry, i'm gonna make this short..i had tosai for breakfast, courtesy from my dad who was very rajin to go out and buy back breakfast.i left my house kinda late today but amazingly i reached my office carpark in less than 15 mins!gasppp**this is a wonderful start to my day...lovely Elaine decided to take me out for a farewell lunch today!woohoo..i love goin out for lunch...and she also called 2 other friends along...it was a nice lunch.

Work was as usual and thankfully not many patients..i met an aquaintance when i was in ICU after grudgingly sent a patient back there...and found out that she stays nearby my house. i offered to give her a lift home and invited her to our YWA event...alamak!i forgot to bring home a flyer for her...i was supposed to also give Moses a lift to church but i totally forgot about him as i was driving towards the roundabout. My new friend then asked,'eh...wat bout your friend that you're supposed to pick up?where are u going to pick him up?' I gasped loudly as though something bad has happened. but...no worries, still can make a turn to pick him up, i said. Then i had dinner at home and found that i have more than enough time to reach church on time for dance and choir practice...wow..i guess when one does God's work...you'll find that u have more than enough time for other things as well...so coooollll...
now i'm still hungry and gonna finish up my last doughnut from J.Co. adn dream about shopping in Taiwan...sigh....lovely...

Of all cramps...

My butt muscles decided to rebel against me last nite...they formed a really tight line somewhere beneath all my butt fats down to my left leg to rebel against me making them work so hard for 1 night...u see..i made them make me jump and land and jump up again and support my whole weight on just 1 leg...they protested for 5 minutes...then my knees tried to start a protest too but it backfired on them cos i only made them do a short but hard work. Then my back muscles threatened me that if i bend them any more than they are normally...they will also start a protest.
sigh...of all cramps..dun ever get your butt muscles angry cos...they hit u real hard till u sweat and u can't even scream to relieve the pain and u have to cringe for 5 minutes...that's hard work...

The day comes...

It finally came...the day to leave this place and move on to something else. Been seeking for a new job for since a year and 7 months ago..always knew the day would come but didn't know when.
It was sudden, just a little surprised, joyful...then reality sets in...so many details to worry about but i'm continuing to put my trust in the Almighty One, Prince of Peace, Lord of Lords, Jehovah Jireh..reminding myself daily...do not worry.

i've actually started preparing myself mentally that i won't be in my current workplace for long.there's nothing majorly wrong with my department, different work culture but i will miss the people greatly...they accepted me for who i am with my bad temper and i dunno-wat-else...i have always told myself to give my best at work and not slack or get involve in any gossips. These people have become like a family to me, i can always count on them at work and i've always loved goin to their houses for Hari Raya celebrations and eating all the cookies they brought during festive seasons and some of the doctors have become like friends to us and it makes work really fun because we all have 1 common goal ie to give the patients our best services and right diagnosis for right treatment. Though sometimes when we are busy and we get on each other's nerves, there was never any hard feelings that developed(for me lar...) and some of them are so passionate about their job tho it may just be simple clerical work but they do their best and treat every patient with care, their passion inspire me when i feel discouraged.

The frontliners-Kak Salbiah, Nadiah, Azu, Rusman
The 'techies'-Kak Saly, Nor, Mages, Malar, Jun
The 'technoes'-Bel, LML, Wan, Johnson, Suhaimi, Ayu
The audiologists-Dalila, Razuan
The heads-Amy, Boss(Othman Black)

as for the new job, i'm looking forward to it...i dunno wat it'll bring...will the people be as nice as my current colleagues or nicer?i have a very very nice and lenient boss who allows me to slack whenever i want.and prolly gave me such a good appraisal that i got a good increment.
Praise God for blessing me with all these good things...giving me favour with my bosses..
will blog again when i start working...
so much worries...in my head..but i gotta do this..i gotta go...and try cos i dun wanna live not knowing wat would happen if i didn't try...

Hunk_ology

Hunkology a term coined by Mich G...is a study on hunks. As blue moon appears once in a blue moon, so today i met 2 hunks on the same day. one C and another I. The first C i've ever met that has really hunky looks..like those models u see on the runway or magazine. I don't think he's model.He was dressed rather chee-na and at 1st glance, prolly won't take a second look cos of his dressing, but he was patient so i had to look at him. He's tall and had broad shoulders.really nice..if u make him up a bit, ready to take those model shoots dy!!okok...he's quite tan as well..and talked a bit chee-na. oh well...these are the kind of C hunks that dunno they look good.hahahahaha..

another hunk for our topic today is an I hunk.quite thin but has sharp features. like from bollywood type...not really dark skinned and looks better than Shahrukhkhan...hehe...tall as well. hmmm...from India..serious..

oklar...enough of hunkology for today..
so class, will see you in the next blue moon.....

Bub_bly...

i wanna blog...but i forgot what i wanna say...every morning when i get to work, things happened and i know wat i wan to write about but when i get home, i forget what i wanted to write about...talk about amnesia...

................................................................................i.........can't...........remember...............

oh, i was listening to Bubbly and suddenly that song became old song...it no longer has the freshness that it had for me once...its still nice to listen to but...its just another nice song...
gosh...i guess when i listen to a song, i normally associate it with how i'm feeling at the moment...when i hear too much of it, it loses its freshness to me..its the same with every song i listen to..at first..whoaa...cun song...listen to upteemth time...i'll 'tear' the song to pieces and listen to every details.....*yawn*****

whoa...i'm eloborating the eloborate...okok
stop it...

Morning blues...

Every Monday when i wake up, i wished i wasn't working there..i wonder why i'm still there...why haven't i move on?didn't i tell myself last week that this is not wat i wan to do?didn't i plot my escape last week?but..i'm...stilll..there...

Then on Sat, i'll be so happy to get off work and spring into my weekend mode and plans...partying like there's no tmr and thinking wat a good life i'm having...work that doesn't require me to go back or stay back after 6pm...sighhhhh...good to know i am employed. and by weekend, i don't remember how tough my week was or that Mon is coming in soon...

and then its Monday...and i get back to that vicious cycle of scolding myself for not planning my escape during the weekend and then psyche myself to working mode again ...to endure till Fri and then more pep talk to myself that i can last till Sat...i'll have Sat off..its not too bad...its coming...its gonna end soon...just hang on...a little more and it'll be Fri...a little more and it'll be Sat...

every week...everyday...i ask myself, if i do leave this job, wat shall i do?what kinda work should i get?Wat industry should i go into?how about sales?sounds good...good pay...good incentives...how bout that?how bout this?where will i go from here?wat are my passions?what do i like to do?

I DUNNO...when i think that maybe i cuold do this or that first...i never thought about the end in mind...and when i tot bout it..then i can start where i wan to start cos it won't be bring me there..
well...isin't God big enough for me?
isin't God holding my future in HIs hands now?
Why am i worrying then?...gosh...this is gonna be a leap of faith for me..
i so want to just quit my job now and don't care wat will happen next...i'm so tired of thinking of the consequences or wrong mistakes i may make...

i just want out...and i just wan God to bless my choice...-_-

but...He has a better plan for me...so...wat can i do but wait and pray and wait...for His timing and for His peace...

Malacca again...and back..

I went to Melaka over the weekend...4days to be exact...for a work conference called Neuroscience 2008. Was held in Renaissance. Man...i love the room that we were in. This is the first time i got a blanket that keeps me warm at nite even with the aircon on!its not the normal fleece blanket but it is cotton quilt. Its amazing...i hide under it when i sleep.like my little igloo...^_^
the swimming pool was really nice...and it was a nice place to chill out.

i'm really sleepy now..can't think anymore..nitenite...sam, you gotta start talking to me and not just get info by reading my blog!!!