Now i know what people do when they stay at home too long...not doing anything except sleep or be bored....

i did just that on Sat and i took 3 hours nap after i got back from work....i dreamed of some friends and people..weird dreams....then at night i went out for dinner with parents and went online and then did some reading and lots of thinking before i went to bed....and i tell you...it was unproductive!all my thoughts were really nonsense....like...the past...the present...the future...my work...my social life....my blog...its just not worth mentioning...cos its like moving backwards...

so i should be grateful that i have friends that i can hang out with and talk to...
man....life is a bit meaningless and purposeless for now....its just getting by.....