i don't have a title for this...its another ranting..now i do.haha..
i feel awful...i screwed up. nothing i can do to undone it. but i really want it.really really want it..
it was goin so well...word prophesied, prophecy came true.tot a miracle happened to have such opportunity and i just messed up the chance. the chance..wat happened?i tot i was prepared.overconfident perhaps...ppl pleaser.unconfident..upset.but wat reason do they have to think i can?none..1st impression gone down the drain.and it looks as dirty as the drain water..
why give me hope only to take it away?is this still in Your control?not harm but to prosper..ok..so i can learn from it.but i really wanted this.i wan but maybe not wat You wan for me.
i'm so messed up.God...make my heart right...heal it...mend it. i'm crushed.........
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